Some people,
have a beautiful way with words.

He asks me ‘what’s wrong’
And I was almost stupid enough
To let him in & tell him everything
But I know he does not give a ****
Because he only notices me when I'm naked

I feel so **** guilty  
Because I love Mary Jane
She makes me feel so high
She takes away the pain

She is not a drug
She is considered my friend
She’s always been there for me
She’s here until the end

I will continue to get high
Because I love the way she feels
She makes me feel so different
She makes me feel so real

So thank you Mary Jane
For always being here
You’re my girl forever
Please, never disappear

I wake up & I smoke
It gets dark & I drink
I lay by myself & I cry
& I hate myself more and more each day

He is different
And it hurts me to say
That he’s not the same anymore
It’s like he’s gone away

His eyes are bloodshot,
And his wrists are cut
He’s like a walking zombie
And he doesn’t say much

I try to get him to talk
To let me know how he feels
But he always shuts me out
This pain is just too real

He doesn’t want to live
But he doesn’t want to die
He likes the hell he lives in
And I don’t know why

He loves the needle
And the pain that comes with it
I’ll never understand
The pieces just don’t fit

What happened to him?
The loving boy he used to be
Dope is his life now
He doesn’t notice me

It’s time I move on
Cause I can’t watch him die
I cannot fight this for him
Lord knows I’ve tried

I wish him well
And I hope he recovers
Because no matter what
You’ll always be my brother.