i have become obsessed with the idea or theory,
that death may be the only way i'll finally be able to breathe,
that death will be the only way i'll be happy and filled with glee,
that death will be the only way i'll be able to understand peace,
that death will be the only way, i can actually be f r e e.
death
death
death,
please come and rescue me.
i dont want to die, but at the same time i do.