you have always been captivated by the moon;
ignoring what surrounds you
even the magnificent stars
cannot gratify you
have always been tangled up in your orbit;
wishing I was the moon
you're yearning for
voices from the aching heart, will he notice?
you will learn that the affirmation of others will never be enough.
you will learn that pleasing others is not your purpose.
you are enough.
not because you have tried hard,
not because you have loved hard,
put on your best face;
you are enough because of who you truly are,
because of your beautiful soul,
because He is with you,
and his grace has saved and covered you along the way.
a reminder we all need and we all should value our worth
Scarlet when we discovered each other
Carmine when we found ourselves
Ruby when we said our promises
And all of sudden,
We were Blue.
-will love be eternal?
once you experienced love, you tasted the clouds.
"is it the true taste of love?", she ponders
all she knows was a jolly certainty.
because of him.
all she knows is a gloomy hesitancy.
because of him.
that troubled mind
All at once.
The bad thoughts,
The what ifs—
Oh, she wonders—
How could she loves,
When she has not, yet, accepted herself?
her clouded mind and thoughts
When it doesn't have a clear ending; yet it keeps me reading.
Even if i keep repeating, it still is not clear.
Figuring out is harder; a lot harder when you do it alone.
Should i end this unknown ending book?
Should i hold on until the happy ending arrives?
When i know deeply, it isn't going to be one.
-some thoughts that always haunt me
— The End —