For a second the world was silenced and freedom mourned.

My body
Your playground
Our delight

I do not speak
This truth often enough
I play with the words

I forget you need these words
They are your strong trees,
Sun and rain and soil

I  forget the tall strong branches
that shelter us...all

Are made of small things
that still need, sustenance
to grow.

I do not decline to speak this truth,
not from harshness or forgetfulness.

But simply because,
it is before me always
Like breath or hope
It is in the air and always deep within the essence of my being

I have hope that this my life
That these my better days
Sing the truth in alleuhja chorus's
For the world to see and dance to...

but yet we all need,
these truths whispered often into a waiting ear....

You my my oak,
You are my one true love,
My joy, my hope,
my friend.


Your body
My playground
Our delight.

Sometimes I write landscapes
sometimes I paint abstract thought
sometimes emotions split
the iron I have wrought

For a change I'd fight for it. Never went the way i visioned it. My dad raised me to be independent, but he also showed his cold side. I begin to beg along with the dark where I tend to hide, I don't think I have that ounce so I am going to try to be confident.
Is this part of a life lesson? Or do I just miss a rout out? No one said it was easy, but would some one please for this last time guide me. I fell so out of luck, Been like this for a good while.
The sun would rise, still tears falling down from my eyes. what do I do now. things in my head just scream out loud. Music let me find what I need, replace the bad in my instrument. Help me avoid the bleed, then cure my attempt.
For a change I am going to have sleep as an offense, then use my lyrics as my defense. Please try me I will refuse the trash but accept defeat if it happens. Give me a smile then i can wink. Just tell me how it'll be okay because i clearly don't know what to think. All these tears begin to fade. soon it froze on my face and then Melts to my skin and won't break. I want to do good, I want to do everything i can to at least be a part of something that matters to me. For the time being all these problems shall go away, or at least guide me to my true strength to finish the rep.

Everybody that comes here day in day out and bears their souls, often with no response, yet still they come, because in some quiet way it helps. You know who's awesome?
All of us.
So there!

Watching swings in the wind
swaying, ghostly
sadly empty
chains creak with no laughter to drown the sound
it carries like screams
of all the children
who pleaded
to never
ever
grow
up.