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Ryan Aug 2016
let the pieces fall back together
I'll glue them in place
I'll brace any storm
to hear the calmness of the waves
to see the soft orange sunrise
shards from such terror left behind
can be washed away into the ocean
Ryan Aug 2016
No sadness comes to mind
left with blank expressions

Candid confusion
rattling my cage
aided by momentary anger

I manage my insanity
adjusting the dials
to allow for my sanity

Our words become riddles
how can we hope to understand
did we ever try to?

Calm when I'm alone
but left with ruptures in my head
no light shines in loneliness
just left disguised instead

I still ache for a new beginning
some mutual ground to stand upon
yet I know not how to create it
or even if the chance still exists..
Ryan Sep 2016
The world is black and white
Until you paint it with colour
Ryan Jan 2016
Ocean waves crash in eligant chaos,
the calm fury rattles in my ear.
The hazy beams of the sun bless my face,
my skin retreats to a relaxing sweat.
I feel the mushy sand bond between my feet,
as a refreshing gust of wind passes through.
The wildlife syncronizes in sound,
mother natures conducts her orchestra.
This is the true design of life,
This is my Utopia.
When you have no where else to go, go here.
Ryan Aug 2016
Deep delicate eyes,
as luscious as the forest woodlands
How I long to be lost in them

A desire for your presence
it churns my heart, tenfold.
If only I could swim oceans
at speed..

Our minds deep
woven for hours in words,
Your playful laughter
tugged at my soul.
Vibrations intertwined
How they stopped so abruptly..

My thoughts left in unset futures
looking for ways for us to start anew
Ryan Dec 2015
A haunting envy sparks over my
corpse like solar flares from the sun.
An outburst so deep inside the
cavities of a sleeping soul.
Too long has been kept this feeling
of disconnection and disbelief.
Its time to wake up now.
Ryan Mar 2016
be in the soft sands
while the ocean tide gently sways
let the sunset warm your heart
and its beauty calm you mind
Ryan Aug 2016
Alone for too long
The radiance of your soul
gave me warmth

A deep bond, torn
back and forth we go,
as if formations of waves

Fearful, as are you
left naive in hope
Reliving memories in dreams

untold futures,
a desire to reconnect
yet a lack of words

A vast distance,
yet such care?
only sincerity lives across oceans..
Ryan Jul 2016
We met by chance
we was happy
then sad
then angry
and confused
distance hindered us
as we lost touch...
But at last we met
with joy in our souls
hand in hand
we lost control..
In awe of each other
and so grateful...
but then we missed
and yearned..
sad again
angry again
lost....
I was misunderstood
you was stressed
I was shattered
you was exhausted
I was confused
you was done
while I looked for answers
to find there was none.
we worked so well at one point, but I guess we'll never know what we both wanted, the worst thing is you leaving with the wrong idea of me..maybe I'm delusional in hope that one day we might be good friends at least, because I'd love to explore the world with you and just be around you again.
Ryan Feb 2016
Staring
..
..
..
emotionless,
numb,
my thoughts have vacated,
no words are left.

a word to define no words?

   (yranoitcid,
definition : A dictionary with no words.)
feeling no feelings, i'm so blank :( i dont even know anymore

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