It is so quiet sometimes.

The silence seems to drill a hole so deep, incessantly, for long hours and my ears bleed.

I miss your laughter. I miss the way you whispered into my ears even when no one was around, breaking the silence in the most glorious way I’ve ever known.

The darkness of the night becomes a pathetic shroud that consumes me entirely.

I’d be okay with that only if I could feel your body around mine.

I don’t like this silence or this darkness but they are the same before I’d met you.

I loved them, then.

How do I erase you completely so I could fall in love with the night again?

The silence so soothing, the darkness so endless.

Please leave if you have to or come back.

I don’t mean to sound needy but I want to love again. Something or someone.

I want to fall in love so hard. I want to feel alive again.

How could I not see the truth behing your eyes
And sense your smell, you reek of lies
You tried to cover up but you were never true
I should’ve known better what to do
I should’ve left you
Now it’s done, you’re gone
Can’t believe that I have won
I’m so happy I could die
I escaped from you deceiving “friendship” lie
But we spent so many years together
I can’t believe I once thought it’s gonna be forever
Your influence to me, it gave me much
It taught me to endure killing pains, sickness in the head and such
Now being dead inside, it doesn’t feel so bad
Thanks to you, I can feel okay even when I’m sad
Infact, me being worse, it feels alright
My broken shape, I take it in with pride
You see what you have done, you ****?!
You think you’re all so great and perfect, but you ****
With your every word you destroyed me
I was stupid, so blind I couldn’t see
You ****** with my life in your own way
And I’m left wondering how come you never have to pay
Look at the wreck you made me be
Now who knows what’ll happen to me
Every day I spoke with you, you made me cry
Now it’s your turn to want to die

I want to ask you what you think
When you hear my voice, does it make you sink?
I wish for you each night
Praying I would see you every day and maybe I might
Waking up the morning with you by my side
That would make me feel like on a flight
Though, I’ve never flew and I don’t know
But I imagine it like big, fluffy pillow
With lots of softness and a load of fun
Yeah, someday I want to come
Your world I want to see
Your favourite person, that’s who I want to be
To spend my days with you
The nights, of course, they too
With you I want to end
I don’t want to be “just your friend”
Can you not hear my scream?
I call your name in my each dream
You’re the angel fallen from the sky
You’re the person that made me never want to die
You can tell me “No” and walk away
But “I love you” is what I will always say