Yellow, Cadmium, Aureolin, Lemon
It's the shades of your true nature.

Sheen, Spring Bud, Bitter Lime, Lime
It's the other side of you.

The day when I met you is Lemon,
Drowning me into the watery trap of yours
Lemon in Water, that's how you cast a spell on me.

Sour, it's the taste of waiting for you
Bitter, you left me rotten and lost
Sweet, it's when you smile to me
Refreshing, the reason why I look forward toward tomorrow
Plain, the black truth behind your kindness
Sour+Bitter, the days when I must forget about you

Lemon, Lime,
I got addicted to your freshness,

Lime, Lemon
You stir me up like a juice,

Lime
Those dream felt so real

Lemon
I should've known, that I never belong to you, ever.

I weep for you, sweet angel.
So alone and isolated.
So scared of what the future could hold,
Or perhaps what it couldn't,
That you preferred to die rather than live.
I wish I could have held you.

I weep for you, brother.
Who lost your sibling.
Who regrets every cross word
And every assault and insult,
With the bruised eyes and torn soul
Don't blame yourself.

I weep for you, mother.
Who loved you baby more than anything.
Who laughed with him,
And cried for him,
And now battles with every ghost of a memory.
He loved you too.

I weep for you, father.
Who dreamt of your child's future,
Who imagined he would be a father someday too.
Who feigns strength for your family
But wants more than anything to break down too.
You tried your hardest.

I weep for you, world.
Who watched as an angel fell.
Who observed the skies opening for him,
Who watched the heavens pour out.
Who cradles him now, tighter than ever.
*Hold him gently, for all of us.

All alone, there's no one there to hold his hand
He's left to fight the world all by himself, he cries
By a window down the hall
Is the echoing, remembering, the screams of pain are deafening
But your never gonna hurt him again
For he is the angry child within
**** it all, I'm outta here, I don't have to take your ****
Have your way, pathetically
Save all your pity for somebody else
All that I need is within me, I'll not be without
You'll never get to me, you'll never get me again
Because I'm always alone, in crowds though I stay
In darkness it grows, I long for the day
The memories I hate will just go away, and take all the shame away too
Step aside, I'm warning you, I'm sick of you wasting my time
I'm never wrong, about anything
Maybe someday you will know how to reach me
Watch your back, I don't play fair, I'm motivated by fear
Try me now, or bow your head
Take your compassion and throw it away
For I am The Island, and The Island am I

I no longer feel my heart is dead, my life is flashing past
The body's cold, my face is red, the rush it cannot last
It's so intense it goes right down, on me without a fight
My lover drug, no wedding gown, in shades of beige and white
I'd sell my soul to get some more, I'd steal from you and lie
And I will be it's ******* *****, until the day I die
There's no way out, and I keep on looking back
To the days of love and care
I haven't got any doubt, the devil is in me now, and I cannot get him out
I know my days are numbered, and it's coming to an end
The pain I cannot bare
Say goodbye, to a man that you once knew
I'm slipping away, to the place that I will stay, to a closet all by myself
Yes I'm all alone, but I'm feeling kind of crowded, I guess I need another hit
Yes I'm all alone, but I'm feeling kind of desperate, I guess I'll take another hit
I spend my days wondering I'm so alone, I cannot seem to justify my life
I need someone to bare witness on my soul
And to feed me when I have no where to go
Oh you know me, if you front me I will pay, I'll do anything I'll be your friend
I'm paranoid, see me standing at your door
I'm begging you to feed me can't you see
So off I go, to a world that I call home
There's no place that I truly want to be
You look at me, won't you tell me what you see
Can you see, the tombstones in my eyes

I fear so woe, there I am,
In context - you stand to slam
A varied tow, and so next
Blatant force to subject
I long to tap, so I will
Feel in still yet, gone for the bill
Give it a slap, you cannot be let
Contemplating the oner set
As for my intrigue, fail safe for abuse
Please hear, gasp, your fading loose
Placed in league, I lost a tear
It was as scary in the mirror
Lace, and mask forth, seduction forthwith
Again, an arsenal of lacerations, buried
Masculine-ity
I am so tangible

My mind is in-between
In-between hell and insanity
In-between heaven and solitude
My heart is in-between
In-between hoping and wanting
In-between sorrow and self punishment
My soul is in-between
In-between hell's cold fire and heaven's pure indifference
In-between my mind and my heart's in-betweens