your last words hit me like cold air
and I remember how my eyes fogged up just watching you leave.
it wasn't easy
remembering someone I thought of as beautiful white snow turn out to be
just cold frozen ice.
you made my insides feel like dirt until I met him.
I met him with utmost serendipity
like a sunflower in the middle of walking through sands of an empty desert.
he sowed me with seeds of random compliments and little surprises.
it didn't take much time before he grew inside me a garden.
within me was a clear blue sky
and the taste of sunlight that melted my frown
and I remembered how to grow again.
he made everyday feel like the first day of summer.
there was no stress when I was with him,
only carefree raised hands outside a car window with the wind in my hair and the car radio turned up at maximum.
everyday, I slowly forgot what snow felt like.
his kisses tasted like sweet lemonade
and his hugs felt just the same.
as time went by, once again, I was wilting.
I realized that summer didn't last long because at the end of everyday, the sun will be gone
and be yet again replaced by darkness.
one part of me still felt his presence.
he was warm.
but I couldn't control how he felt for me anymore.
I no longer heard the car radio turn up to maximum but instead, I heard the leaves crunch beneath my worn out sneakers.
I was on the ground again;
ready to get lost in fog, to freeze from the snow,
to feel all the things I thought I've already forgotten.
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feel free to send me prompts as well I wanna get back at writing :-(