I've missed you for the longest amount of time
how could I not,
you were engraved in me,
a part of me for so long,
I didn't know what it was like without you.
You were my routine, my schedule,
the ballet-slipper pink ribbon laced into my life.
You showed me your world, and I showed you mine,
and suddenly, it was ours.
I don't know who you are anymore
In fact, I didn't know for a time before you left.
Our worlds grew distant
foreign and separate
even so
what am I to do but crumble
and fall apart
When you yanked the shiny ribbon of your presence
from my life?
You were a part of me
And I can still feel your presence.

you are not allowed
to make me cry anymore
nor you are allowed
to step on the shattered pieces of soul
i've given to you, voluntarily

you are a nobody
you don't mean anything anymore
give me my heart back!
you asked me to give back yours
and i did, i gave it back
now i ask you for mine

so please stop
i need you to stop
i want you to stop
stop being so selfish
you're not the only one
who has feelings here
stop making me feel like crap
i'm not a pile of dust
on your window pane
stop

stop acting like you don't care
the whole **** world knows you do.

You keep on hurting me
             again
               and again
                 and again

Like we're on a roller-coaster ride
You're the loop and I'm the rider
Up, down, up, down
Down
down
down

I used to be scared of height
but now, even after the gravity pulled me down
I still enjoy our ride.

I wish you would have left a little part of yourself here.
Something to remind me you actually happened.
That you weren't just a beautiful daydream.
I wish you could have stayed.