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Penelope Winter Jul 2017
The perfect excuse
To ask everyone you know
If you can shoot them
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
Darling, the world is ours!
We can be anything we want.
So let's be immortal
'Til the day we die.

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
You won't want me when you discover what my brain is capable of doing.
You won't find me beautiful when my fear takes over and I'm curled on the floor.
You won't look me in the eye when my lungs gasp for the air my mind won't let them have.
You won't kiss me when the tears fall and my hands begin to shake.
You won't love the anxious burden that I so often become.
The shrinks will say I'm fortune telling and trying to read your mind.
But I know you will slowly despise me when you see what my thoughts can do.
I know this for a fact because I despise myself for having panic attacks too.

- p. winter
I hate myself for it. I find it difficult to see how anyone couldn't.
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
I apologize in advance,
For none of my love songs will have melodies.

I will laugh in euphony and cry in cacophany, I will bleed with every typo and breathe with every verse. I will think in metaphors and speak in rhyme.

I will tell you I love you
Not by using those three words
But by writing my own; pages at a time.

I will compare your eyes to lighthouses in the mist
And your laughter to a lark's opera.
You won't just hear me say "you're beautiful" (though you are), but go on for chapters about every little freckle.

You won't understand why I think so dramatically. Or why I take so long to choose my words (because I always know I can find better ones). You will become angry when I sit down and write because I just can't say what I want to with my voice.

But, most of all, I apologize for the way your face will fall when you read my poems and discover who I am. You will awe at how I can hide so much in those little notebooks. You will hear stories about me that will never escape my lips. You will tremble at the exhausted self that remains after I pour all that I am into the pen strokes on the paper.

For these things, I am sorry.
So please excuse me for being a poet.
And please excuse yourself for loving one.

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
I first considered myself a poet
The very moment that
I picked up a pen
And simultaneously
Let go of myself*

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
O, loving rain,
Quench my thirst,
Heal the pain
That my heart hurts.
Crash the thunder
As my cry
To end the drought
So hot and dry.
Clouds of grey,
With lips of red,
Kiss awake
My lover dead.
Send him home
On bolt of light
Then paint the heav'n
With rainbows bright.

- p. winter
Penelope Winter Jul 2017
He saw the enchanting flow'r bed.
Thought: for the girl he had wed,
That a flower he'd pick;
But was by the thorn pricked!
And stained all the white roses blood red.

- p. winter
A pretty innocent example of sacrifice but ya catch ma drift.
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