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ren Mar 2019
beady eyes
intent on watching my every move,
continuously following me
as i pace around the room
and it is dark,
for i cannot see
but i know these beady eyes are staring at me.
ren Feb 2019
why is it that
when i do not spend time with you,
i feel so empty?

i smile at the thought of you
but cry too,
why is it always you?
why is it only you?
ren Dec 2018
this–
THIS IS ALL SO MEANINGLESS,
NO ONE CARES
AND I JUST DON’T MAKE SENSE,
THERE’RE MORE DRAFTS
THAN PUBLISHED WORKS.
i have no confidence whatsoever
and i’m lacking in motivation
so how do i continue
when i have so little?
ren Dec 2018
please let me run,
i am dying under the care of my so called feelings,
they tear me apart
and make me feel as if i’m not me-
maybe i never was?
ren Dec 2018
i’m giving you my everything
and yet you won’t take it,
is what i’m doing not enough?
am i not enough for you?
please stop-
stop telling me it isn’t me but it’s me,
stop acting this way with me,
just stop!
i cannot take it,
leave me to cry and be alone,
leave me to get lost in my head-
all you do is lie to me
and why?
what satisfaction do you get from this?
please just stop.
ren Dec 2018
why do you look so blue,
tell me,
what is bothering you?
a lovely pure soul i wish was left untouched
was groped inappropriately
by the hands of toxicity and hatred of others
but she continues to emit light
to this dark lonely life of mine,
not quite thriving yet she is still alive.
she may not believe but she is my everything,
i look at her with eyes only full of love and admiration,
i am an awe as she stares back at me-
i see these sparkles in her eyes like no other
and she still smiles widely
through the waves of pain,
this is why i love you
but please remember,
i am always here.
ren Nov 2018
STOP TELLING ME YOU LOVE ME,
WHEN YOU CLEARLY DON’T.
STOP SAYING SWEET THINGS
THAT YOU DON’T MEAN.
STOP PLAYING ME A FOOL,
STOP TALKING TO ME
WHEN SHE WON’T TALK TO YOU,
STOP TAKING MY HEART
AND GIVING IT BACK-
WILL YOU JUST STOP LYING?
I GUESS NOT
SO GOODBYE.
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