One day she changed
She came back as a completely different person
With a new perspective, new mind, new heart

The girl that once cared way too much for him
No longer cared at all

You have no freaking idea how hard it is

The are waves in my soul
Tsunamis in my mind
And hurricanes in my heart

There's a storm in my body
And I can't get it out
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I can't breathe
I'm drowning

I'm trying to wait
For the storm to pass
But it's been too long
And I'm giving up hope

"I'm okay", I said.
But every time I say that, *my heart slowly fades
"It's okay" "I'm okay"
Is it okay when the last thing I wanna do is to **** myself?
Am I still okay when I feel so alone and abandoned?

Suppressing all these thoughts and feelings
Hoping that one day someone would see that I'm dying inside
Wishing that this whole **** thing would end now

Help...

not all kinds of pain has cure

It's what you don't say