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  Jul 2015 Patricia De Guzman
David
In a room full of people,
yet you feel alone.

Always in the house,
but you never feel at home.

The one you dream of
doesn't know you're there.

And you care too much,
when nobody seems to care.

You are sitting still
but your mind is racing.

Your face seems calm
but you heart is pacing.

You are alive,
but feel so dead.

You exist in the world,
but only live inside your head.
I can't shake you from my bones
I can feel you within me
Within my veins
Flowing steadily

I can hear you in my head
As loud as a babies cry in the earliest morning

I can't shake you from my bones
I can feel you within me
Within my veins
Flowing steadily

I see you in my thoughts
Like a musician creating composures that cause ones ears to bleed of euphoria

I can't shake you from my bones
I can feel you within me
Within my veins
Flowing steadily

I can't shake you from my bones
You are now ingraved in me

I can feel you within me
Feeding off my sadness

Within my veins
******* me dry

Leaving me with nothing to flow

I can't feel...
.
.
.
.
I am numb
Now
Now everything seems to be "clear"
I can see your eyes saying "do not come near"
I now understand that things were just delusions
Made by my brain

I wanna say thank you for letting me write again
For letting me be inspired again
I will never regret
And I already need not to fret

I am letting you go
Even if you do not know
You will always be special in this world of mine
And now I wanna live hoping that without you,
I'm gonna be fine

Or maybe someday my delusions will become reality
*At the right time.
#love #lettinggo
  Jul 2015 Patricia De Guzman
Jandra
i am imprisoned by my own delusions of you and me
Those mixed signals won't help this heart of mine
They're like traffic lights around the corner
Red, green, yellow
Yellow, red, green
Please tell me what to read

Now I'm wasting my time thinking of you
Where should I go, I don't know what to do
I wanna learn how to let you go from my thoughts
But there's this part of me that still hopes

Or maybe that traffic light doesn't really exist
It's just all in my head running like a bandit
Stealing my brain, bringing pain

Assuming that you would love me too,
I will now stop.
I will now learn how to lose grip,
How to remove you from my heart bit by bit.
#love #mixedsignals #frustrations
"I'm okay"* the biggest most well known lie.

                   That no one seems to notice.
Here I am back in my old swamp
Trying to swallow reality
I will never understand why
But I know that this will come to pass

All the tears and sweat will be worth it soon
Letting all the exhaustion dawn on me
Darkness is always near
Please let me out from this misery

Hoping for answers to come
I won't let myself rule -
Let Your will *be done
Tired of the happenings around me. I need a break....
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