happy valentines, depression and angst.
a day without any of the two of you just never happened.


i'm really having a hard time to choose between you because you're both consistent...

One day, when the timing's right.. i'll give my heart to one...
May the best feeling.. WIN...

((Hopelessly waiting for happiness to court me....))

I ran out of hope
I need someone to cope
Help me, should I just hang myself on the rope?

Some people cry because of two emotions:
Happiness and sadness

Happy because their loved one finally goes to heaven,
Sad because they are still in hell.

A mother’s love is so sacrificial
They care and advise us unconditional

From the day that I saw the world,
You were the first person who hold

Since I was young and fragile,
You guided me from what is right and wrong
You always give me that beautiful smile,
You’re the reason why I’m this strong

From the start and end,
You are the person I depend

I never heard you complain,
Because you know,,, from you.. I will gain

Thank you mom,
For everything that I am today
Someday I’ll repay,
Just promise me you’ll stay

Sorry mom,
If I am not that easy,
As you watch me growing
You hide and you cry,
Without me knowing

Mom, I just want to say,
That I love you in everyday
And if you plan to say goodbye
Please don’t, cause I might die

"She puts too much make-up"
That's what they say.

They don't know that..
Foundation is for her pale skin
Concealer is for her stressed eyebags
Lipstick is for her sad lips
and eye-shadow is for her dead eyes

Is she conceited or she just hides everything well?
Think again.

I used to believe that romance is pure clichè and something that doesn't last


But you showed me that..
romance is like a food..
it'll be your favorite

that you just can't pass..

sometimes you want to point a gun in your head...

cause you want it all to end...

she's not that type of girl that gets your attention..
she's not that type of girl, that you'd like to ask questions..

she's that mysterious type
not even getting your hype

she's like a puzzle
that you'll just leave

because it makes you mad
that you can't complete..

i don't mind spending my time looking at depressive art galleries


as long as
i'm with you, there... my therapy

if i just collected all my tears..


starting from the day i felt everything
but decided to act like it's nothing

i assure you
i will drown someone

because i probably made an ocean..
a sea...
or any body of water...
that you didn't know exists