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Jun 2019 · 541
Mirrors
Organized Chaos Jun 2019
Mirrors show physical traits about you
what people may see on the outside.
They don't reflect the demons within
or the battles that happen inside.

So next time you look at someone
through the reflection of your eyes.
Don't ever forget to not judge
to love and help them rise.
Apr 2019 · 313
I wish
Organized Chaos Apr 2019
I wish I was smarter
faster
stronger
I wish I had money
riches
fame
I wish for attention
power
****** desires
My flesh wishes all these things
but my spirit yearns for truth
If I would have it my way
my spirit would wish for me to turn away
Jan 2019 · 411
Love
Organized Chaos Jan 2019
Love is simple
love is precious
love is something you are.
Maybe if we stop
treating it as an object
our purpose wouldn't seem so far.
Dec 2017 · 359
Faithfulness
Organized Chaos Dec 2017
Every morning at the crack of dawn,
after the alarm has ceased.
Sitting up so quietly
as to not disturb the peace.

"Thank You for all the blessings,
and for giving me this beautiful day."
Hands clasped, eyes shut,
at the bed while i kneel and pray.

Thinking of all the ugly out there
how we need You every hour.
i see the corruption and selfishness
that people tend to desire.

Listening to others, what's on their mind
their hearts are not where they should be.
i can't just sit and start judging around
because that devil was once inside of me.

Back to the past when i ran rampant
i didn't have a care in the world.
Lust, drunkenness, even a hate for You,
my life started to become unfurled.

But You never gave up on me, for You are faithful
even when i was lost in the dark.
Your light shine forth, straight through my heart.
All i needed was that glorious spark.

Even after i knew You, i've done You wrong
when all You showed me was Your love.
Your grace, peace, love, and comfort
bring tears to me as i look above.

Oh how much You've changed me and my wicked heart.
i know i've done you wrong.
But through Your mercy given to us
it is You that can make us strong.

Please soften my heart, turn mine into Yours.
So people may see You in me.
Of the true love that isn't from this world,
they will turn toward Your Beauty.
1 Peter 5:7
Apr 2017 · 2.1k
Father-Son Bond
Organized Chaos Apr 2017
The young whale inquires
to his beloved dad
"Where did I come from?"
Answering his son
with a thanks from him
he had replied, "You're whalecum."
Idk why
Mar 2017 · 449
The Fall
Organized Chaos Mar 2017
I ride my worries off a cliff
only to regret as I fall.
For in this moment of tragedy
I think of You as I ball.
Doesn't necessarily mean the end
Mar 2017 · 573
Agreed
Organized Chaos Mar 2017
Arms wide open to be your port
you won't ever be a wreck to me.
For you come in so smooth and majestically
the winds can easily agree.
Mar 2017 · 348
Here
Organized Chaos Mar 2017
Here I lie, resting in my bed
thinking of you, going through my head.
If I were to say the truth
it's, "You are so beautiful, even when you pass your youth."

But here I am, just goofing around,
guiding a ship, only to run aground.
I want to get far in love and life
But all I cause you, is grief and strife.

I'm not the best at expressing my feelings.
And I know it's just part of my careless dealings.
For I wish I could be a better man.
Yet I feel like I am your biggest fan.

Dripping and dropping like a sink,
I start to tear up knowing what you think.
Winding back, to a better time,
when I was innocent, without a crime.

If you could fall for a better person
I wouldn't let your pain become worsen.
For I would love you no matter what
knowing you two adore each other, as you strut.
Mar 2017 · 706
ZA
Organized Chaos Mar 2017
ZA
Love is beautifully grand
this is absolutely true.
But I wouldn't sincerely know
if I were with anyone but you.
Feb 2017 · 406
Sweet Reality
Organized Chaos Feb 2017
I could never imagine a beauty like you
to have ever been with me.
Reality slowly sinks within
that this could blossom like a tree.
Pinching myself from head to toe
I feel all the pain there should be.
Praying and hoping to always feel it
not to feel lost out at sea.

The way you smile and make me laugh
brings blissful emotions to my heart.
I yearn and strive to be a better man
so I don't give you a reason to depart.
Your love and beauty seem to be from a book
that only can happen in fiction.
Yet here you are in the flesh,
and we're able to cause sweet friction.

If I were to see you with anyone else
I would chuckle and laugh it off.
Quickly, I'd turn and walk away
hiding my tears, pretending to cough.
At least I could say, "Dreams come true"
as I remember the great times we had.
Then I would come back, in a flash
to know that I would be forever sad.

But here you are, as I am too
in this moment of sweet affection.
I'll always hold onto these memories
even if I'm dwindling from infection.
As I lay in bed and gaze up at you
a tear of joy slips from my eye.
Reminiscing of all the love you gave
unfortunately, this will be our final goodbye.
ZA love you.
Feb 2017 · 544
Endure
Organized Chaos Feb 2017
Beneath my skin, from out of my heart
a feeling of love springs to life.
I've never felt this beauty before
I'll give you my love in rife.

I love when you come.
I hate to see you leave.
You make everything better
and my love is for yours to receive.

Tears stream from my eyes
because you are mine.
You look so gorgeous!
"****, you're so fine!"

I love touching your skin
so softly and delicately.
You are such a perfect angel,
I could only love you infinitely.

When you look into my eyes
and mine back in yours
I don't ever want this to end
but to forever endure.
You mean the world ZA
Feb 2017 · 667
Always
Organized Chaos Feb 2017
I'll always hold you, when you feel down
I'll cheer you up, to defeat that frown.
I'll always care for you, when sickness settles
I'll bring you flowers, with the prettiest of petals.
I'll always make you laugh, when you're in need
I'm extremely crazy, that can be agreed...
I'll always stumble my words, when you get me going
because I have so much to lose, this is me knowing.
I'll always act like a dork, even unintentionally
this is just me behaving conventionally
I'll always write silly little poems, that aren't even good
because I'm trying to impress you, just so I could.
I'll always love you, with unconditional love
for I believe we fit perfectly like a glove.
I'll always be around, to love you with my all
and I'm very sorry when I drop the ball.
I'll always love you, because you're perfect for me.
I'm not the greatest person, but please don't flee.
I'll always look back and ask "How I got you?"
A perfect lady so sweet, looks **** in blue.
I'll always remember you when you aren't around
because I am missing you, and always proud.
I'll always look at you with fire in my eyes
the passion burns as my heartbeat begins to rise.
I'll always be sad, if you were to leave
for I could not handle all of the grieve.
I'll always love you for who you are
because you are definitely the brightest star.
To my best friend and soul mate ZA. <3
Jan 2017 · 337
Eye Opener
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
I saw him close his eyes,
for one last time on his face.
But I know he'll open them up
in a much more beautiful place.
Jan 2017 · 1.6k
COFFEE!!!
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Coffee coffee, where art thou!?
I need you dearly so!
When I want to get crazy
I'll drink you on the go!

GO GO GO! I love you much
What would I do without you!?
Throw it on, make it black
I'm starting to feel out of whack.

Double *******, coffee pots,
driving with my knees.
If I drink enough of you
I can do much with ease.

Coffee coffee coffee
how wonderful you are!
Coffee coffee coffee
you take me to the stars!

Shaking with excitement!
Shaking with caffeine!
Through your awesome coffee beans
I probably look obscene!

Near the end of day,
sun coming down at night.
I'll drink another *** of you
because you make everything right.

COFFEE!
coffee
Jan 2017 · 554
Alright
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Coming to conscious, waking up
lying in the safety of my bed.
Hearing the screech of a thousand beeps,
I smash the snooze button with my head.

Another ten minutes for me to spare
as I gander at the beautiful ceiling.
A blanket that soothes like the warmth of the sun,
I slowly slip back in a slumber.

Eyelids get heavy, falling over my sight,
I'm descending into a peaceful daze.
Feels like tiny electric butterflies
coursing through me in a million ways.

My spirit is strong, better than ever
I don't want this sensation to end.
The hellish scream of the alarm blares out
I punch with force for the ole knockout.

Stumble out of bed, dragging across the floor
pulling myself up to my bedroom window.
Seeing the scene of a marvelous sight
the sun creeping over the horizon, tells me
"It's going to be alright."
Jan 2017 · 712
Shadows
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
The best part of a shadow
is you know there's Light around.
For the ones who dwell within
you may be lost, but *can be found.
Jan 2017 · 2.5k
Down
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Sip, sip, sip, is how it starts out
when you're feeling a little down.
Clug, clug, clug, is when it could end
when you're nearly about to drown.

Sad and depressed, motivates the hand
to delve into the cans in the fridge.
One by one, this helps you no?
By twelve I feel like slipping from a bridge.

"I'm a **** man, let's break out the Jack."
My body numb, the pain subsides away.
Emotions mean nothing, neither does life
I got in my car, and reversed out my driveway.

Not really knowing, where I would be going
my mind buried deep down in a hole.
Following the lines on the outskirt of town
they lied and took me head on in a pole.

When I was found, people couldn't believe,
the horrific picture they'd seen.
My parents never imagined, this day would come
they would suffer a funeral for their teen.
I somehow missed that pole. Don't let life get you down. Talk to someone.
Jan 2017 · 346
Viewpoint
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
One step forward, two steps back
never had you said you won.
Turn around, walk in reverse
use different views to get things done.
Jan 2017 · 759
Hope
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Whistling and waiting by the phone,
I love it when you call.
When my phone yells out a ring
my heart pounds and almost stalls.

Down the road, my usual route
I see a car like yours.
My eyes get wide, teary eyed,
I ask, "Why can't that be hers?"

Out in public, I see your back
the feeling of love starts to burn.
Behind my mask, deep down inside
I know it's not you if they turn.

Back at home, all alone
my feelings cling to tears.
Hope is what I run on
since you've been dead for 20 years.
Jan 2017 · 408
Stay
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Love is something you give
don't expect to get it back.
For if you run off with it
my heart will bleed out black.
Probably what too many people feel. Don't rush love.
Jan 2017 · 1.8k
Meatball Sandwich
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Meatball meatball down the hill
it must be having quite a thrill.
Stain the grass, paint it red
I hope you roll up in my bread.

If the bread accepts you so
I'll shoo away that nasty crow.
Down in the river, a plate I found
let me wipe it on the ground.

Imagine now, what you just read
if you haven't already fled.
For if I were to take a bite
my face would show, it's not right.

Let me grab that piece of cheese
from the mouse, I said, "Please?"
In the end, and to end it all
that last bite, was my downfall.
You all have that friend who would eat anything from anywhere...
Jan 2017 · 1.3k
Dreams
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Dreams render bliss
yet cannot feel
But I found a girl
whom is most real
To my best friend and lover ZA
Jan 2017 · 373
Beauty
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Life is like a flower:
people pick you
admire and adore you
nurture and care
lift you up when you get stepped on
pick the petals off to remember you
you're given to people
to make them cry
feel better
because you remind them of love and beauty
no matter what you think
or what you say
you are beautiful to someone
even if you are no one
Jan 2017 · 370
Liquid Gold
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Chocolate milk is so sweet
Chocolate milk is what I eat
Chocolate milk in a bowl
Chocolate milk in my soul

If chocolate milk did not exist
I would be surely ******
Life is pure liquid brown
I just chugged a gallon down

When I drink too much of it
I run to the bathroom, quickly sit
Contemplating life hits hard
This chocolate milk caught me off guard

I thought this was the end of me
I begged for mercy with a plea
Stuck on this god forsaken bowl
I'm sure I made a huge black hole

Not proud of myself for what I did
I waddled away from which I rid
If there is one lesson I learned today
it's to put up the lid, before I sit and pray
Dedicated to Zach, the only person who would appreciate this xD
Jan 2017 · 273
Perspective
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
My love was off, to a foreign land.
A place of beauty, food, and sand.
Off on her plane, away she goes.
I hope she's safe, who really knows?

I settle down to watch TV.
"Man, I wish she would've taken me!"
Relaxing, eating, being quite lazy
the news I heard, made me hazy.

A plane had crashed, to where she was going.
my heart was in pain, almost overflowing.
Calling and texting, like you wouldn't believe,
My brain running through thoughts, never relieved.

Standing my ground, I did not falter.
Until I eventually broke down, kneeling at the alter.
Days felt like weeks, weeks felt like hell
I was afraid I would never break out of this spell.

Then one day, I got a call!
I knew she was safe, I started to bawl!
When I met her I dared not let go.
Her beauty radiated like a perfect rainbow.

This poem ended nicely, reunited again.
But for others, their minds are stuck in a den.
If they were to write, about the poem you just read
it'd be about the plane that left their loved ones dead.
Jan 2017 · 254
...Let It
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Here this poem bake'th
under the cold'eth
take what you must'eth
yummy yummy good'eth

This spiel is only weird'eth
if you...
Dedicated to ZA, my best friend for life. Your favorite phrase is here. ;p
Jan 2017 · 738
Tribute
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Waken from death, out of a car
he crawled out of the burning inferno.
Wincing and groaning, regretting the bar
this man would soon come to know.

Sped back to the bar, from which he came
to toss fortune, ranted, and blame.
For he lost his job, his favorite career,
he ordered another cold beer.

Sober settled in, his head was clear
back to his house, to his dear.
Caressing, kissing, comforting her
that he would be back, in a blur.

Proud and humble his kids thought
of their dad who never seemed distraught.
Hugged and loved his little bugs,
they each got him 'Best Dad' mugs.

Seeping in slowly, something was wrong
it was almost as if he didn't belong.
It hit him like a giant boulder,
he would no longer be getting older.

Watching his life behind the eyes of a ghost
was when he felt it the most.
He had just lived his life in reverse,
it must have been a dreaded curse.

Flooded by memories, of love and pain
the last thing he remembered drove him insane.
Looking down at his cell phone light,
his last ****** expression showed great delight.

His wife had texted, "I love you sweetie."
as his heart was filled with glee.
Trying to respond, he didn't see
he would pay tribute to an oak tree.
Jan 2017 · 280
What You Make of It
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Love is happy
Love is sad
Love is pain, that can drive you mad

Happy is joy
Happy is bliss
Happy is something, you will definitely miss

Sad is gloom
Sad is near
Sad will eventually disappear

Pain is memories
Pain is clear
Pain is someone, you lost most dear

Love is life
Life is love
Love can be what you make of
Jan 2017 · 584
Little Bee
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
A little bee, that's what I am
visiting your picnic, on that juicy piece of ham.
People don't notice, not even give me a glance
until they bring their food up, to be pierced on their lance.

I buzz and scream all around,
"What are you doing? Have I not been found?"
When they hear the boisterous mighty roar,
they act all scared, almost fell to the floor.

As they swat and flap their giant wings,
this chaotic mess is the stupidest of all things.
Away I go, back to my humble nest,
to relay to the others, "I did my best."

Out of the frying pan and into the fire,
as I got back, it seemed quite dire.
Perched on two legs, the bear disturbed our work,
while thinking to myself, "Man, what a ****!"
I woke up this morning thinking little bee. I have no idea why...
Jan 2017 · 257
Brothers
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Here's a tale of a young lad,
who left his home in great speed.
He yearned for adventure that lied ahead,
and come back a hero to kiss his newly wed.

His mother wept, cried, and begged,
to convince her boy to return.
The bus had left on it's way,
her only boy, had gone away.

Over the blue wet expanse
to a treacherous place in the east;
a place of hell, torment, and torture
no man could believe the rupture.

Now this lad in his squad
built a bond, that rendered to a family.
Their objective was to capture a town,
to help relieve this land, and conquer the fake-crown.

Push they did, little by little
fought like they were trained to do;
steaming guns, loud banged grenades,
they came out victorious, from the fray.

The lad's squad split in two,
some got to leave, and others stayed.
Fighting on, they pushed and shoved,
trying to get back to the ones they loved.

On the cargo plane, the other half rode,
the lad comfortably resting with the others
Over to hell, to fight and slay,
finally coming back to the USA.

The plane landed, screeching to a halt
on the pavement they've been waiting to see.
They had an undying love for their country and brothers,
praying and hoping to see their mothers.

The sound of silence fell around them all,
as they left the cargo plane.
Mothers stood next to their children
wishing all of this could be undone.

The mothers looked down on their heroes,
for the heroes were doing the same.
Women were hugging, crying, and mourning
the caskets that left an eternal sting.

The clouds wept over the pain
to ease the feelings that no one should endure.
For these brave men and women up above
are forever with them, flying high like a dove.
Dedication to all men and women serving in the armed forces who are sacrificing everything to protect and defend our great nation. God Bless!
Jan 2017 · 558
Mind the Mind
Organized Chaos Jan 2017
Won might axe, "What is the mind?"
It tells you two think...act...or find.
Think of memories, that strain the hart,
Or act ridiculous, like making a ****!

"Find what?" People shall inquire.
"Four all of these miss steaks, written with know desire?"
But think twice, thrice, why not mice?
For this poem was written to give you spice.

The mind you sea, can make cents from error.
The mind can bee a place of terror.
Please do not be afraid, if eye must say.
For the monsters inside can stay at bey.

The fear within can be a hindrance.
Especially, when safety is off inn the distance.
Sow why does your mind keep you back?
You can't get away! You're always under attacked!

The answer is knot what you always feel.
No, it's not even complicated like making a deal.
For if you look deep down inside.
It's just your emotions, trying to hide.

Let's think a bout this, it's quite simple.
Like finding that stoopid annoying pimple.
You mite be the type to complain and blame.
**** your delicate mind is just a game.

Fall pray to it's claws, and you will lose.
In reality, it's only a ruse.
It will toss, turn, and try too undermine.
In order to win, you must mine the mind.

Dig in the depths of this vast beautiful world.
For you are the one that made it unfurled.
The only difference between yours and mine,
Is that I have mine, and yours is perfectly fine.
In my mind, I don't misspell the words... for the most part. Just a little somethin' somethin' that popped from the deep recesses of my brain :p

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