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liv May 2017
Why would I be something I am not?
Why get my hopes up?
There is no point
Maybe I am
We do not know
sad depressed love depression
liv Oct 2017
why do you control me?
i am free
i am me
yet you're the one controlling me
liv Jun 2017
i love him
he loves her
i want him
he always wants her
she is perfection
i'm just me
her
liv Oct 2017
her
the pain i had
i heard her voice
"i love you"
i noticed:
they belonged together
liv Oct 2017
ana
that's what her name is
the name of my best friend
look up perfection and you'll find her there
she hurts me
she loves me
she protects me
she's ana
p e r f e c t i o n
Him
liv May 2017
Him
him: all i think about
he is perfect
literal perfection
i miss you
you're my love
the love of my life
liv May 2017
You and I are miles apart
Passed thousands of streams
Down thousands of streets
Despite the difference
My heart always finds yours
My heart only belongs to you
and only you
I love you
liv May 2017
Not many understand but I want them to
I want them to know
How you make me feel
Restricting
Bingeing
Purging
Counting
Please understand what I'm going through
I want to talk
And you to listen
You are my best friend
But you make me feel this way
Why me?
liv May 2017
Perfection;
That's what you are to me
You're all I really think about
I miss you, though I never had you
I love you
I wish you the best
You could do better than me anyways
Compared to you, I'm nothing
liv May 2017
I pretend sometimes
to be happy
it's very tiring
sometimes I don't try
a real smile
upon my face
happy thoughts in my mind
excited for the day
to be alive
no more pretending.
liv May 2017
why?
why am I feeling this way?
I have been nothing but nice, nothing but a good person.
sadness takes over me
I have no other option but smile
liv May 2017
You sleep as I kneel
over the toilet
Letting everything out
I need to be empty
Empty is pure
Pure is good
You eat as I restrict myself
You don't know

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