what does it say about
Him. that so many girls fall
in love with his eyes

have you heard this song?
click play. it dances in me
over and over it's you

does your body shake
or tremble in the presence
of his great unknown.

HE GIVES THE BEST HUGS
"you like long hugs don't you"
he knows i do
so he envelopes me in his warmth
and squeezes me till i feel giddy like a little girl
and sometimes
he even rests his chin on my head
and i wonder if he is memorizing what my shampoo smells like
and it's for this exact moment that i push through my workload each day and
it's for this exact moment that i walk through the rain each night
his evening smile is tattoed in my mind so i can dream peacefully
and he never fails to follow up with a simple love you snap
HE GIVES THE BEST GOODNIGHTS

Our chemistry is like a beautiful glass of richly red wine.
Taken in by slow sips in order to be thoroughly enjoyed.
Chock full of dopamine, seratonin, and endorphins.
And you want more, you want so much more because
the liquid slips down your throat in a way you've never experienced before. But it is an enlightening experience
Enlightening to the point of toxic. Toxic because it is alcohol and too much of one thing is a bad thing.
But it is deliciously addictive and you start to feel your body slip into an unconscious state.
You remain in this euphoric state with your heart racing and your soul ready to jump out of you, but your mind sticks like glue.

You have become a familiar sound.
The whisper of the wind in my ear,
The gentle breeze that tickles my nose,
The white noise lulling me to sleep at night,
The hum of my fan silencing all thoughts to rest.
I am drawn into the whirlwind of you
and all the pleasurable peace that resides within you.

“Are you ready?”
3...2...1... and suddenly I am a bird.
Soaring 434 feet above all things green and blue.
I open my wings and g   l   i   d   e.
“GRAB THE ROPE”
My exhilaration comes to a halt as I realize my wings are slowly breaking.
A rope is thrown in an attempt to save me.
My father curses under his breath as I slowly slide back into the blue-green abyss.
To my right, a waterfall cries and I feel at peace
as my savior comes to fix my broken wings.
I step foot on land as my father’s arms welcome me.