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Noemi T Jun 2014
at times i want to know why
you left me hanging here
after how hard i've always tried
for you, for me, for us
but mostly for you
because i cared
but to you i was just a fuss
i cared more than you could ever imagine
but you left me for a being who showed no compassion
you left me for a being that was similar to you
and less like me
but now i can find someone who's more like me
and not similar to you
and never put me through the **** you put me through
Noemi T Jun 2014
my path is my own
it is rightfully mine
this is my throne
through my passion, i'll shine
things i can't change
i'll just have to let go of
if it's not who i am
then i believe i've had enough
i am not here
to fulfill your dream
but to make light of mine
this is my throne
my dream is a song
can you hear the chime
my path is my own
i will always have time
to choose where i go
*i know i'll be just fine
Noemi T Jun 2014
they say you need to love yourself before you love anyone else
but i think the correct way of putting it is
love yourself and the relationship with the person whom you love will last
we are born to love
we grow into disliking ourselves
loving comes naturally
expressing it becomes a task because of our dislike towards ourselves
but once you learn how to love yourself
you understand how to express your love and all of it's wholeness
and you go back to your natural state
of love
Noemi T Feb 2016
I wish I had you here, but it turns out I’m writing another sad love poem
year after year it’s all the same
except this time i take the blame
for letting myself get hurt
i knew all along this would be my fate
i still don’t know you although
time went by
and i no longer have you by my side
you never knew me either
although you thought you did
i figured you weren’t that interested
in learning of my life, my story
and you were the one i wanted to share it all with
but all things must come to an end
just like you and your pretend
to this day i don’t know if your love was real
coming from how you made me feel
i’m sad but also liberated
that i don’t have to handle more chains
but as the months go by we’ll both eventually change
it’s not like we knew each other anyways
Noemi T Jun 2014
i am still awake

at a time past late at night
where the sun proceeds to wake

more time to drown in my thoughts
less initiative to apply what i've been taught

this is for me
a time for me to be
my whole entire me
Noemi T Jun 2014
you're a tad bit different from me
more outgoing, more open to dreams
you're an updated version of myself
that's why i told you that i admired you
you were who i aspired to be
and that's weird to say
but you inspired me
you still do although you carry a feeling of dislike
whenever a thought of me pops up in that complex mind of yours
but there's another side of you that i wouldn't like to be
the dark place
that you're so engulfed in and don't know how to get yourself out of
and you wouldn't let me in
that's why we didn't work
and you didn't see that i wasn't just supposed to be another infatuation
we were supposed to last but it takes two to make it happen
maybe you'll come back to me and maybe we'll enclose into one
and maybe you'll realize that i wasn't an infatuation all along
but maybes aren't guaranteed
and i'm waiting on that possibility
that may never come
looking at my phone and hoping to get a text from you
something from you
how are we on bad terms
how
i only wanted the best for you
i felt what you felt
i cried when you cried
i cried because you cried
i want you to be better
but those words i said to you never seemed to hit you
and spark anything
like the words you said to me sparked me
this wasn't supposed to be an infatuation
it wasn't supposed to end
at least it wasn't supposed to end badly
i still want you
and you've probably moved on so swiftly to the next
i don't fully understand you
you always kept me so curious
and still do
but this wasn't infatuation
as you pushed me against the car
you asked me what i was thinking
and i said i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else
you said "really?" with a soft smile
i immediately thought
"you're such an idiot he doesn't feel as strongly as you do"
and that was true although at the time i didn't know the words
that slipped out of my mouth
as if i didn't need to think twice about it
but ever since i told you i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else
i believed it more and more
until you suddenly stopped
everything
like i never meant a thing
like all the things you said were just a big pile of lies
and in that moment i felt worthless to you
and i probably am to you
i could of took care of you
but you didn't let me do that
and although i'm young
i knew what i was feeling and there was no denying it
but now i have to deny these feelings
or else i won't get over you
but at the same time i don't want to move on
because i still want you
and i'm still holding onto that maybe
i'm still holding onto that possibility
i still mean it when i say i can't imagine myself with anyone else
please
i'm desperate for all that you gave me
i want every piece of you
the good, the bad, the ugly
but you denied me
baby i want you
but you don't want me
but baby
**it's your loss
Noemi T Nov 2015
don't you know I want to discover the depths of your mind
and the valley of your soul
what keeps you at peace
what makes you lose control
the things you love
and the things you hate
all of your beliefs
do you believe in fate?
or do things just happen by chance
a mere coincidence
a joint connection
with a little twist in it
tell me your secrets
i'll keep them safe
no one will find them
it'll be trapped in my mind and hearts like a difficult maze
I want to know you
let's abandon this animalistic behavior
and step into our supernatural nature
where love is a reality
and lust is a speck of dust
because just having *** isn't better than making love
you can't tell me this isn't true
because when I touch your skin
your blood begins to brew
we get drunk from each other
by simply caring and loving one another
this is a special force that you can't be afraid of
because if you let it go
nothing else will ever be enough
this happens once in a lifetime
those sparks and those moments
there's more than just a fine line
between a true love and a fake one
but when I feel you we just become one
to me you need to be vulnerable
in a sea of people
you aren't unnoticeable
you are me and I am you
and together we'll create something true
and something so genuine
perfectly so combined are the masculine and the feminine

— The End —