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Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
Reminiscent smell
It took hold so quick
Exhale
Twisting  turbulence threatening existence
Pealing back
Seeing though the vale
Mangled foreign words in my ear
They too feel it.
Turning
Those poor pitiful particles
******* skirmishing.
Don't close the book
Creatures all round
Faces?
Was I one of them?
Are they me?
Is that you?
Are you, you?
I am me,
am I you?
Are you me?
Dose it matter?
The end is near.
Fear.
Because the end is near?
Or because it's near the end?
Acceptance
Protruding brass sculpture, little black rectangle.
Have the voices stopped?
Silence.
What now?
Blurred vision
Boxes, boxes, boxes with dots.
Sweaty , running around.
Alone...
Where are they?
Living? Dying?
Exhausted.
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
Sweet smell of cyanide
Into my nares
Death flows freely
Around in the air
Hurled into space
Somewhere out there
Feelings removed
Sensory obscured
Carcass aroused
Comatose no more
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
Doubt cast upon me
Stuck in a shadow
What is real
What is the shadow
Where is the light
The flame of my eyes
Searching for answers
But how can I see?
Clouded,
Fumbling at the corner
What did I touch?
Is there something here?
Am I alone?
Do I want to be alone?
The bite of her tongue,
The flame of her eyes,
Blinded.
Nathan Vienneau Feb 2016
I'm twisted,
I'm backwards ,
I'm all wound up,

Turmoil plucks my heart strings creating a symphony of confusion,
Their shriek is shrill and penetrates all levels of my consciousness

It burns,
a blazing fire reborn from the ashes of a left over pain that had been long forgotten,
Receptors singed but still quite intact
Am I a puzzle or a teacup, shattered on the floor

Does grinding down graphite dull down the pain?
Nathan Vienneau Sep 2014
The walls hum with insects,
With hands as cold as ice she grabs my neck,
Life force slowly ebbs,
Lights flicker like fire,
Warmth drained from the soul,
The ocean rushes closer...
Nathan Vienneau Sep 2014
There is nothing more surreal than reminiscing past moments.
Nathan Vienneau Jul 2014
The mind craves
The body behaves
Why strive for happy days
Calmness of the mind
The Dharma wheel spins
Balance in the heart
Buddha sings
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
Inching along
Creepier than hell
Closer, closer
Writhing with agony
When will it end?
All action ceased...
Finally, peace
Nathan Vienneau Aug 2015
I can't for the life of me keep an orchid alive.
I've had three or four but they never survive.
I may try once more in hopes to achieve,
the most beautiful flower I've ever perceived.
Nathan Vienneau Oct 2014
Running through frozen fields of morning frost
Blinded by Winter Sunrise golden rays
The crunching of grass beneath every step
My Sanctuary
Nathan Vienneau Jul 2013
Shielded by the smog
Cowering in fear
Not again! Not again!
Tears falling to the sea
Nathan Vienneau Sep 2014
Drunken camaraderie, Casey who's hair grows fire,
Who's laugh pierces the silence and looks that pierce the hearts of men,
Who's drama cannot be contained in a glass bottle, or two glass bottles,
We walk with no intention, speaking of camping and snow storms to rival an Alaskan winter breeze
We drink, laugh, smoke, chat, whoop, shriek, spit and holler
A playground hit and run witnessed only by the steel barred helicopter pilot,
Who speaks of *** as though she wants none of it,
but then again, neither do I,
Young Moon grins, yet stars still hide from this city, and all cities.
Waiting to find you in nature before showing off the mysterious wonder of night.
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
Submerged in thought
Ripped asunder
No survivors...
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
You ask me what I love,
I don't know.
You ask me what I want,
I don't know.
You ask me who I am,
I don't know.

How can I be me,
when I'm different to everyone?
The way I act,
The way I talk,
The way I think,
I fit everywhere
but belong nowhere...

What am I?
A freak
A monster
A criminal
An addict
A liar
A coward
A sinner
A hater
A lover
A Friend
A brother
A son
A life line.
Nathan Vienneau Dec 2012
I am God
You are God
He is God
She is God
It is God
God is life
God is glory
God is good
God is thought
God is grace
God is pure
God is joy
God is holy
God is innocent
God is magic
God is air
God is  earth
God is fire
God is water
God is breath
God is day
God is night
God is father
God is Mother
God is sister
God is brother
God is grand
God is poor
God is rich
God is gold
God is silver
God is moon
God is sun
God is stars
God is space
God is clouds
God is rainbows
God is work
God is rest
We are Gods.

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