please don't fall in public
don't let them see
tears are just a reminder
of the pain inside of me
I never had a friend
who saw when my tears rained down
I never had a friend,
who cared if I was around
I used to try and hold them in,
late nights where spent pondering if death was the way
it seemed I was drunk off my pain, and my tears helped numb that
it seems to me that tears are just another way of numbing myself.
Sorry this is rough, my head is all over the place