Your light is within me
I learn to shine
Expressing your glory
The freedom to fly

I am your vessel
My soul Devine
We belong together
The vibration of life

It's hard to count your blessings when you feel crushed
But it's not impossible

As she lay there waiting for him to arrive she adored him, his chest, his arms, his vigour. Caught up in the moments until he came. Finally a knock at the door....

If you ask if you can love me I'll say no
But if decide to love me, I shall submit!

I can hear the silence and its nullness
It speaks to me

Constant, cool and uninviting it beckons me to join

Getting closer, I tremble with a shocking fright

"Come hither" silence calls on this dark and starry night

The wind whistles an eerie calling to all those unseen and unheard

Where am I, I wonder suddenly joined by those unearthed

I'm frightened, but continue unable turn back

"I'm coming", I call to silence, he is my internal map

Thoughts rush of the days I leave behind , a mother, a brother and I freeze with emotion

Can I leave ?

Suddenly Silence calms me and guides me to him

A longing so yearned, I'm swept away

My resting place ...Peace on this dark day

They watch me, I feel them so
A gentle breeze whispers to me
Their angelic wings steer me there
To Where the light shines her spirit on tiny me
And awakened is my beating heart and expanded soul
Feeling exhilarated and belonging
To where I must be, This is my true calling and I accept most graciously
Grateful to arrive, To this my true home

Hope, where have you been?
What is it that you have seen and hidden from me?
Today I allow you to ensue me
I question, I ponder upon thee
GOD have you always been?
Did I deny you and was that cruel of me?
In noise and silence it's becoming clear that
You and I are one and will be

What is the truth and what is the lie?
Only one man knows what's in the heart of his eye
Where lies the freedom to soar the skies?
Up into the Heavens with scented angels by my side
Ah, and how about the peace, where will she be displayed?
Why, of course everything you desire is in the right here and now...have you forgotten? Do not be afraid!

She tingles
As the energy flows within her

Remember that.....
Today is the only day and that.....
Now is the only moment

This rose has been plucked from its place
It now stands where it's master hastes

It travels by its masters side
From dusk till dawn on an unseen ride

It's masters tries to mould this rose
And waits upon it to be fully grown

Holding it close and feeding it with love
This rose enjoys love more than most

Time passes and master ages
And his rose surprisingly outlasts many stages

Though shes frail and her petals are shaded
The love for her master has not yet faded

And on one late afternoon when her master ceases
His rose by his side falls to pieces

Girlfriend- So I made a mistake
The plan to meet didn't happen
Boyfriend-  I wasn't focused on you
So what
I'm human, I make mistakes
But the guilt swallowed me up when I heard your responses
Anger from you both, I'm trying !
Cut me some slack!
Then you both calmed down but my peace disappeared
It's the day after and I haven't found my peace yet
Time to shift my state!

Better days are ahead I feel it in my bones
Better days are ahead the vibes have taken ahold
Better days are ahead just you wait and see
Keep those eyes peeled for love and certainty!

Gliding into your arms
I see a magnificent light
A warmth so beautiful that it cannot be mistaken for anything but pure bliss
It is the hug of universe
It wants to give and must do and so does
My Expanding heart
My Elevated soul
I feel you and want to always
Continue to guide me to you
and unto me
For we are one for eternity

Because only doing it gets it done!!!

You know not what you are capable until you act and then you surpass your own expectations

To wish you were someone else is to waste the special person you are.

The sadness has slowly crept it's way back into my heart
With it's tiny pressures in tow
Eyes bursting with anguish
A release riddled with guilt and insecurities
I thought it had passed....

I am but a man
I posses none
And none posses me
My spirit I give freely
And experience more freedom
The gift of giving soon becomes the retuned gift

How can it be that I want to say I love you when I've only known you days
How can it be that I want to be called your girlfriend when we are new to one another
How can it be ?

I don't mind anymore if you meet her
I don't mind it you  have more in common with her
I don't mind if we part
I don't mind

These eyes have seen grievances and this heart has been broken a few a time but real love still remains and grows within,
for
I
love me....and that is no sin.

I hear you beckon me,
The Sea she echoes, she breathes,
Follow me for a time to a place to be,
And you will see, you will feel, you will know where you belong,
And if you find this time and space blissful,
Why not stay a while and visit when you can.

It doesn't matter if you are a rose or a dandelion, it only matters that you are.

Oh my Sun
Your warmth heals me
My toes feeling a honey like splendour that travels upwards to my minds heart
Caressing each vessel
Pulsating a golden release
Illuminating me once more and then again
I'm in awe of your blessing until we become one and then I'm on awe of us
Thank you
Oh my Sun

Your greatest gift is YOU

As you begin to let go of the past,
You let in new beginnings...

Silence can be so deafening

In LOVING life
You will see that life has no choice but to LOVE you right back

"I have your back", "I have your back" is what you used to say
Now you've gone, my back remains without your hand in it's way

In the beginning there was me ,
I was there in the middle too
and when the end arrives I shall hold my hand and embrace what is to come

Through you I see me
Through me I feel you
For we are one

It's hard to see the future or make plans
Coz I'm living in the past, that none existent land

Ice cold like the snow you look at me
I see you analysing me
What do you see I wonder?
Do you see the lover you wanted?
The goddess you chose?

Has our connection faded like the melting snow?
Do you feel me slipping through your fingers Washing away those bonds we made?
conversations held to a minimum and hugs so far and few in between

Are we now strangers?
Disappearing joint plans and Separate friends
Meals for one with a sting
Just memories remain until they too fade
We've Evaporated

Are you existing or are you LIVING?

I saw you for a few lovely moments
I was in owe of you
But you soon vanished
Just like the clouds, you unleashed my imagination taking my breath away
And then dispersed
My longing still present
Looking for you with every view

You have my love
Why do you need my soul?
You have my time
Why do you need my essence?
Please let me be
I'm afraid to commit to much more

You can go but you'll never leave me
You can hurt me but I'll never suffer
For our perspectives differ and I chose to cherish you and your  shadow until my very last breath

The waves of hope I look to engulf me
Take me in your arms and Envelope me
Never release me
I am yours

You are the light
You are the light
You are the light, let yourself shine....

The beauty in you sees the beauty in me
I see your kindness, your essence, your touch
You see my essence, the very core of me, fighting to live
And up until now I had not seen that you were not my lover but my mirror and teacher
Thus we reflected and radiated from one another
The confusion was easy as we both felt it once, the connection and bond that could not be mistaken
But I see now that lovers can only be lovers if they fight for their love
and fight you could not as the reflection blinded me and not you
So you are now my mirror, nothing more but maybe something less
And I now see you looking back at me
The beauty in me sees the beauty in you

I'm not perfect nor am I imperfect... I'm
human

When the pain become too much .... salvation may come in the form of unconsciousness