Cried to many tears
and now my life is dreary
You've taken everything but you clearly don't care
Belittling everything, your smiling while I'm having nightmares
Why am I living still?
Is it just a question or just a thought?
Should I end it even with this little piece of me thats fighting to live?
Constantly being depressed and tired but ****...something has to give.
For If my road keeps spiraling I'm afraid my road will only be short.

i said "i love you"
but you keep twisting my words
plunging them until they have no meaning
im depressed, misused, abused, and above all tired.  
god i wish i was dreaming

No matter how loud i scream it
"I LOVE YOU" you cant seem to grasp the passion behind it. ******* me over constantly
Now im sitting on floors staring at pill bottles imagining the possibilities and your the reason for this ****.
Will you be the death of me or my only way of tranquility?
Will you love me like you should or still have me wondering "what would"?

I said "I love you."
3 powerful words you'll always pretend not to hear.

You fail to see I'm hurting from the looks in my eyes. If I tell you I'm fine you should know thats a lie. You clearly can't notice that I'm screaming for help and my heart is broken. So I put on a smile to disguise the pain. I cant even describe how I feel. Its more like a sound, the sound of a constant rain. It beats hard against windows thumping much like my tears. Hoping for the sun to push the clouds away and fill the sky with cheers. But that won't happen because I'm to far hurt for any repair. You fail to notice my life is in despair. Why can't you see? Im slowly dying won't you help me

Recovery

From this I'll never recover
You left a scar
Longer than any mountain range
& deeper than any ocean

May you rest in peace
Yet I cant sleep
Sleepless nights thinking of you
Our relationship was filled of lust and love.
From this I'll never recover

Trying to erase you from my mind
But we had a bond something I can't unbind.
You were unforgettable
The only who understood
This pain is like a drug
From this I'll never recover

Its astonishing how I remember
All the misery of the moment you left me
I seem to glorify the pain for it slowly washes away
Many would say Let it go
They also say the Hero Never Goes
But that was a lie
Cause you saw something in me I was too blind to see

You were my hero
My shine, my glow
My backbone
You put my on a throne
I was your everything
To me you were the same
But the day you closed you closed your eyes it was never the same
From this I'll never recover.

Lead me home
To where my heart belongs
It feels so uncomfortable and wrong

I seem to have forgotten
For you have rarely shown me any love and affection
It seems I have to leave hints to get your attention

Lead me home
To where the light shines'
Lead me to where happiness lies
I cant seem to remember
Last time we made love was a
cold night in December.

Lead Me Home
I've seen to neglect the idea
so far and out of mind.
I can't seem to find it.....
Oh Heavens sake
One night you come in late
A faint smile appears on my face

You walk over and hold me tight
I never wanted you to let go
Oh it felt so right
I felt safe, secure and satisfied
This is my home
Your embrace as your arms connect around my waist
This my home and now I'm not alone