I'm back,
Back from the depth of loneliness,
It's been far too long,
Not knowing what is love.

Back to being me,
The carefree human being,
Who is not consumed by the mainstream,
The so-called 'different' among people.

Exams has come.......
Books, Notes and Papers
Scaterred across the table.
Stress and Fatigue,
Haunts the body and the mind of people
Questions and Answers,
Found and Lost in calculations.
Time and Space,
Becoming a scarce resources.
Lifeless...
Thats the price to pay,
To strive for excellence.
Fear not,
The lifeless shall be repaid with success.
A success which was once a dream.
A dream which is now shall be a reality.

Never felt such despair,
Cruelty of the word NO,
Thoughts about you and me,
CRUSHED.
Rejection that you gave me.
Once in a blue moon, i felt such despair.
Wanting a YES, yet the one you gave is a NO
Now i know,
Rejection isn't what i yearned.

Road to success aint gonna be straight,
Dont expect it to be smooth.
Though the life goals are parallel with our efforts
Sometimes it'll never meet.
Road to prosperity will be filled with zig zag of challenges.
Add technology to the equation,
You'll have a big hole of distraction in your way.
Your will,
Your effort,
Your passion,
Shall be the remedy in creating a straight line to success.

Like how gravity pull us to the ground,
Our dream comes crashing down.
Its not about the effort,
Its about life,
You aint gonna strive for excellence,
Sometimes you gotta strive for error
Repair, Improve and Change.
Life will drag you down.
To remind you about hardship.
To go agaisnt the odd.

Body aching,
Head is spinning,
It feels like the world is upside down.
I can't sleep.
I can't even close my eyes.
The pain.
AHH!!
No, its not Insomnia
Nor its sleep paralysis.
I'm scared.
My body sweat.
What to do
Tonight.

Walking down the lane of solidarity,
Under the light,
No,
Not the light of the stars nor the moon,
Its only the dim shimmering gleam of the streetlight.
Night ain't the same without the natural light,
Bustling city consuming the very nature who nutured us,
Gone,
The stars that can be seen all night,
Now a myth, a rare sight.
My night is now a starless skies.

Such confidence,
To stand as you
Repeling all the cursing
Enduring all the negatives
To be you,
To be different,
Not afraid of the monochrome communities,
Giving opinion that differs from others,
To not bow to the majority,
Just be you.

Hello.
No, its not from the other side.
Its from your heart
Saying that you should be strong
Cause in life, things always goes wrong.
Hi.
You are flying so high,
Reaching for the sky,
Always put your head up high,
Cause there's no reason why,
U shouldnt.
Hey,
Hey hey hey,
From someone far away,
Telling you to join the fray
In becoming the great minds of today,
Battling sorrow of tomorrow.

School,
A place we usually call the hell during our young days
Though there's always a silver lining to everything.
In this case, its what we call friends.
A taste of heaven could be felt since there's friends
But this taste of heaven sometimes might sting,
As the so called 'friends' betrays.
It hurts when they betrays
Scars are carved when it happens
Friends,
Best medicine aside from smile
Extend your happiness for another mile,
They come and go,
Exist and Extinct,
Truth and Lies,
Your sweet dreams and nightmares,
The Angels and The Devils

Am i a bad shooter??
Cause i keep on missing you
Whenever you are not on my sight,
A piece of my heart is missing
Is there any ripple in time and space??
Cause it feels like forever waiting for you to return
Part of my sanity goes missing,
As i see you smiling and giggling.
My heart wonders what made it stop to sing
Then i realize, its you who's missing.

Dear Mom,
You are awake when everyone are sleeping.
You are working when everyone are having a break.
And yet you are standing there with the brightest smile
Without the slightest hint of tiredness
I look up to you,
I adore you,
I love you.
Dear Mom,
Can i be like you?
So strong in body and will,
So caring for others,
So dependable to your family
Dear Mom,
Once again i tell you,
I love you.

Here i am standing on an eerie looking stage,
Without a hint of nervousness,
How odd they say, to not feel the pressure being stared at by all these eyes
Being the centre of the attention,
Being the one to be judged,
Ahh yes.. Of course its odd for someone without the gift of sight
To be given the chance to speak for the world
A world where a man has been living in all his life,
Yet not a split second able to see.
How odd....

Days goes by without me ever seeing you
Night passes by without a hint of you
The less time i see you, the more i want you
The less affection u give me, the more love i want from you
This heart of mine ache for more..
Though my sanity wants less of it

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All the chances i had to ignite the moments but i chickened out
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All the time i had to ask you out but i keep on saying next time
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All the dreams i had about us but they only remain as dream
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All the spur moments i had with you yet i ****** away.
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