An ocean blue eyed rapper looked into my eyes last night
He made me fall in love with him even more
They judge his appearance, with tattoos all over his body and his  "wild boy" exterior
He's soft on the inside if you take a closer look
He has his demons and insecurities too
He's only human like me and you
His voice is rough and deep, but can soothe me until I'm asleep
I can't help but be infatuated with him
People call me crazy, they say I'm obsessed
But they don't know he's saved me when I was in my darkest
He may never know my name or even remember my face
I know I am just another wide eyed girl or another fan to him
But to me he's everything and more
I will always remember the night an Ocean Blue Eyed Rapper looked into my eyes when he spoke his truth

cause baby we got bad blood
you know we used to be mad love
so take a look what you've done
cause baby now we got bad blood
now we got problems and i don't think we can solve them
you made a really deep cut
and baby now we got bad blood

come on, come on, don't leave me like this
i thought i had you figured out
something's gone terribly wrong, you're all i wanted
come on, come on, don't leave me like this
i thought i had you figured out
can't breathe whenever you're gone
can't turn back now, I'm haunted


- a song by Taylor Swift

Don't Blame Me
Love made me crazy
If it doesn't you ain't doing it right
Lord save me , my drug is my baby
i'll be using for the rest of my life*

- Taylor Swift
"Don't Blame Me"
reputation

You pull me in with your sweet words, but you don't mean them
You claim you want to stay in yet you leave
I tell you my heart is fragile, but you let it shatter
Why do I fall for this every time?
Why do I allow myself to believe you, to trust you
Every time you smile I let you in again, but why?
because I am weak you take advantage, using me for your own personal games
and I allow it
I allow myself to be Hurt
once more..

She was like the moon, part of her was always hidden away
She doesn't trust much, knowing they will break her heart
She tries so hard to please everyone, but ends up disappointing
She gives and gives to others, even though they will take advantage of her
She is constantly held back from her potential, from growing up
She doesn't want to be treated like a child no longer
I hope and pray she will escape from her misery
She hopes to be free