I've creates this facet
I show it to everyone,
The facet of not caring.
It seems to help.
This facet has taken the original "me" away, driven away by obligations.
Obligations that are not even necessary
It has driven myself crazy, to the edge.

This facet, I thought would make me someone,
That it would help me find myself;
But it drove me away from me,
And now I don't even know who I am any more.

It has made of my life a whole mess.
I try to act happy, I try to ignore it.
But nothing goes away, does it?

It seems like you've taken all my motivation away.
I cannot read, write or do anything anymore.
What spell, what curse did you put on me?
What have you done?
I guess you took the last piece that was left

Oh how I miss you and you're in me
Oh I miss you and you're everywhere
Oh I miss you and you're it all.

Oh I miss you, oh how I miss you!

Oh how much I love you and you're not here. Oh how much I need you, yet you don't need me.

Oh how, how much I adore you.

My month came with pain,
Problems, oh god, so many.
My month came with love,
Love I should've accepted, but I did not.
Instead I went on loving someone who did not deserve my loving.
My month came with so much,
My month, my month, it's probably just like any other month.
Perhaps, every month's pain piles up, more and more.

I'm done, you're worth it. You're worth so much, but I can't afford being so masochistic. You're beautiful, your soul is. I'd like to have my life complicated by you, but you're just too scared. What a waste. I hope some day you realize what you had in front of you.

Are you here? I can't see you, I can't feel you. Why aren't you by my side? Why aren't you across the room? Why aren't you with me, as you promised? I need you, I want you, you were my little, only glimpse of happiness over here. Come back, come back to my life.