Fall in the Ocean, don't fall in love
you may forget how drowning felt like
but you simply can't ignore the ache of
a cracked heart or its shards decorating the floor
sharp pieces that you'll step on and wounds reopen
pieces which will clatter from deep within
to echo the despair especially when you're beyond repair
jump off a cliff and fracture, broken bones heal
fractured Hearts seldom truly find healing,it's chilling
when you place support about it but nothing changes
and the more you organise your splintered heart
the further apart it crumbles and breaks apart
fall in Hell, the devils and monsters can be exorcised
but the monsters of a dead romance never leave
they taunt and haunt with voices whispering in your head
and drug you through a living Hell that's eternal
fall in acid, not a single piece of you'll be left behind
love'll rip and have your pieces wandering blind
fall in an abyss or the darkest deepest pit
someone might find you,you'll wash off the ****
but Love'll rob your sanity for it's mind impairing
it'll take away your radars, disorient your bearing
fall from the sky, your entire existence will splatter
falling in love will deny you your esteem and have you stutter
fall off a bicycle, you'll get up,dust yourself and ride
in love you'll live your life like you've died
climb one and jump, there's less pain falling off a tree
unlike the fantasy of love that chains and never sets you free
fall in the Sea, the sharks'll leave nothing for the world to see
love will bewilder you through an endless cyclonic ecstasy
it's worse compared to being once and for all torn by jaws
which takes you to oblivion where lives no feeling of loss
fall for anything else, fall for drugs and addiction
love is a blade that'll never cease making its incision
fall for wines and whiskeys,or any adulterated concoction
my broken heart thinks all but falling in love a far better decision
when you're out there searching for whatever you deserve
embrace all else your heart desires, all else but love

The Interview.

My agenda today is an interview,
I'm looking forward to meeting you.
Come along, sit right down, have a beer,
Waiting for this chat, my dear,
I'm asking, "Can you make me happy?"
You look an intelligent chappy!
What does make women happy? Let's chat,
If you please women, they'll give you a clap.
Do you always wear a kind smile?
Grace for women, for a long while.
Do you aim to manipulate?
This women do not appreciate!
Do you yell and swear and bluster,
No, to women, you won't pass the muster,
Are you a man of peace?
Yes, that would really please!
Yes, that would make me happy!
A peaceful, loyal smiling chappy!

Now, let's conclude this interview,
I did so enjoy this chat with you!

Why did you do it?
    "I wanted to be the cause of death"
Why did you change your face?
"Because I chose not to stop and catch my breath"

What was your family life like?
    "Like most or many"
We're you deprived as a child?
   "My family worked for every penny"

How did you abduct your victims?
"I just told them what they wanted to hear"
We're you ever scared of getting caught?
"I am ruled by my thrill not my fear"

Do you believe in God?
"A man with my sins probably shouldn't"
Would you do it all over again?
"I made my decisions, if I could I wouldn't"


The Man then splashes his face with water,
wipes his breath off the mirror and walks out of the public restroom.

What a simple mess these words can be, are they real or just a breeze
I walk a mile and run for three but then its all over and history
Crazy is the world and crazy is me but none is so lazy as this simple plee
Hush all the noise listen and see, that my one wish is this and you to be free
Why all the fuss and rush and such, when all I want is my destiny
Cant we be still silent and ponder, what it all means to quietly wonder
Stumble we fall but soon and not far its only a quest of our serenity
Humble we are to travel this far to find its a journey for our sanity
Pleased to be back its not done just yet, for theres still that long flight in the sky
Heaven bound I sit in the clouds and find its been a hell of a ride.

On a fast train straight to nowhere,
I got off at Despair City;
chock full of loathing for my soul,
and wallowing in self-pity.

I had a case of heebie-jeebies,
couldn't hold my peace for nothing;
all my calmness was shot to hell,
that my life would not mean something.

Disgust was staring in my face,
the blues were pounding on my door;
I was losing friends, left and right,
life was hopeless; without a core.

I was on a bus to nowhere,
I got off in Sorrow city;
a rundown town of broken spirits,
its condition wasn't pretty.

If there's a hell-hole, this was it,
polluted, dark and decadent;
and the turmoil never ended,
no matter where it was I went.

Right now I am hell bound on a midnight train
My soul feels extreme drain

Man standing watch in his hand
This is not what I had planned

I cry in dark, so you can't see my tears.
I hide in the light, so you can't see my fears.

Take a last look lady, yes hard and long
**** if I will ever write this in a song

Hellbound Train driving slow
Move on down to the Hell below

Conductor please won't you lend a hand?
I know this will be my final stand.

Hellbound Train why can't you turn back
Moving down I only see the track

Love and pain become one and the same
my eyes close now so as not to see the shame

I never wanted to pay for your love
Now I wish I had believed in a god above

But would it have saved my soul
I doubt it so go ahead and shovel on more coal.

I chose to be with you that night because I was lonely.
I missed the feeling of arms around me.
I chose to come around as long as you would see me.
I missed you at first almost desparately.

Dealing with everything in the beginning and even now is not easy
I don't know what to say or what not to say
Continuelly processing excitement, pain, and fear
Mostly just needing a listening a ear

Is it so crazy that I would be drawn to you?
We  have a lot of the same likes, such as and not limited to the color blue.
You are new to me as I am to you.
When we first met what you knew of me was not completely true.

There are so many feelings, emotions, and questions to be sorted through.
What I have said to you I will try my best to prove.
Great things to learn about each other.
I can honestly say that I choose going through this with you and no other.

You are worth a fight not only because of the importance of your presence in my life,
But you are important for who you are.
You belong here just as much as anyone else. Don't give up because of the strife.
Let me into your world and I will never be far.

I choose you now and for as long as I can endure.
No need for games or charm to allure.
You can choose me if you like, I'm here to stay
I'll be here even if you go away

I'm sorry for the pain that has befallen you
I know I can't fix it and I won't try
When you're ready to let it go...I'll be ready with the super glue
We can mend each other's wounds and broken parts alright

I am afraid but I am willing to see this through to the end
You are now and will forever be my friend
Here's my key just as long as you get to know more
Then you can decide whether or not to unlock the door

As long as we hold onto the words we have spoken
We can be loyal even while we are broken
I will do my best to show you kindness and respect
Hoping you will see that I'm trying to be circumspect

I do not love you so much right now
it is also too early to throw in the towel
This child, these thoughts, these decisions
This life is between you and me

- S.M.S

The worst thing about me , was you
You were all I have ever wanted, just so you know
Our ego's have been reduced to black and blue
And now I don't know who I am, like John Doe
Over a year and I still want you back, boo
"******* don't talk to me", reduced me to dough
No confidence, no backbone because our love went askew