I lost my shadow, it got taken away.
There's no more sunshine
I pushed it away.
I took my shadow, there's not much to say.
I lost my sunshine, I pushed it away.

I want an eraser for my chalk board
I want to see only black.
A fresh slate, for new beauty to begin,
Get rid of that old dust.
So ugly and painful, as it fades away.
Get rid of that old dust.
Give me a ******* eraser for my chalk board.
I want to be surrounded in black.

One look, it gets dark
One word, I'm lost
One touch, I'm gone
One kiss upon my bones, I'm dead.

Only in my dreams
under eyelids I find you at night.

I found you in Paris, kissing me in the shadowed alley way.
Beneath the aurora, lying in the snow
On top of the mountain, telling me "It's all yours one day."

You found me in our favorite store, searching for nostalgia.
The beach where we'd escape, in our own world
You held me so close, I got lost in my warm hysteria.

Then I awake from those dreams, and I'm slammed with reality.
The reality that my good dreams are my worst
And that is confidentiality.

You stripped me
You beat me down to a body with only a screaming void; not even a heart.
You left me
I watched you leave, cutting my heart strings, one by one, every careless step you took.
You stripped me to just a body

An empty aching body.

I feel like I'm crumbling
Tiny little fragments, slowly now
Each fragment is a feeling
Lost in a sea of moments that can't be brought back to life. Never.
I will live in my dreams for a while where love is peaceful. I'll breathe slowly now.

I miss it all, but the sour taste is leaving
It's starting to feel more bittersweet, just the happy memories .
I cry at the thought you might forget,
But I never will. There was pure beauty and love, and in those moments I was so lucky to have felt it
I love you and I always will, but it's okay I think, I can slowly move on

I'll cry until you're gone, blown away with the world
I can't stand here any longer and watch you be alone yet not want what my heart can give
Leave now, I'm sick of this pain. It made me weak and it made me fail.
It made me fail to reach what I needed, and what I wanted.
So go, and let this end.

I dream of the feeling I wish for
You see me, you need me
I need you more than ever before

Id take back everything I did
Promise to heal you
Help you show me everything you hid

Past is left behind to die
Yet I dwell on my mistakes
The thought of us, I cry

Please let me know we will begin again
Or do you hate my heart
Just let me know, I don't care when

One day, I don't care when

Quiet
The only sound is your breath upon my neck
The only touch is my heart against my chest
The only taste is the sour pain you left
The only sight is the cloud where we'd nest
The only smell is the stale, emptiness
You're gone

As you walked out my door, I never loved you as much
I saw all the little things I never looked closely at.

Why?

I would show you that I see them now, and that I love them more than I love the sun.

Let me open your beautiful eyes, you opened mine.

How are we supposed to know if we never speak a single word
You have no idea, yet I am the same
Will you ever breathe the same air as me again, or will I breathe only memories of the sweet air we shared?
How are we supposed to love each other if we never say hello
You can't find the courage, yet I'm the one to blame