While I cry to myself in the mirror, she'll be admiring every creak in my bones.

On our first night he promised me the world,
After three children I am still waiting.
28/3/2020

Would of, I just got.

Would is past tensed
will,
right. And would have is wishing

for power to do
all you could, were there a way,
and
will makes the way, the way comes
of will.

I would have told you sooner, but
would of never made sense to me.

What's it like to be found?
No longer sleeping in the ground.
The coffee pours to the floor.
A family broke, a heart torn.

Eerie silence
Desolate streets
Hounding distances
All seem to creep.

Magnified by solitude
Ineptness of humans marred
Lives forever scarred
Joie de vivre seemingly barred.

No fires
No screams
No gun battle
Or damaged seams
Just the unseen enemy silently gleams.

Is this the end?
Alone with no one to mourn
With fear and anger
Raging inside
But a look of uneasy calm on the
OUTSIDE.