Silenced
Ashamed
Why do i have to be this why

Feel like crap
Goodbye.
This is not the end
But the start to
The new image of feeling crap

Tired
Alone
I just want to die
And not do it Anymore

I'm falling for you
But you only see me as
Your sisters best friend

You said I was your answered prayers
You said I was the best girl in the world
You said I was the best thing you could have asked for
Well, now it's my turn.

You are the light in my world.
You make all the bad days the best days ever.
You were the answer to every question I thought of.
You are the peace when I can not sleep.
You are the one thing that can make me smile when I hurt.
You make every day worth living.
You are why I look back at my past and think it was all worth it.
Nothing in this world is like you.

Men carry handkerchiefs in their pockets to give to a woman to wipe away her tears,
Gentleman chivalry.
19/7/2020