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Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
It's 4am, and I'm drunk already
But I can still feel the pain that you've caused me
Every word you've told me was stabbed in my chest
Knowing I was never enough even if I tried my best
I waited for you to tell me that you were just kidding
But I looked into your eyes, then I knew you were not lying
I wanted to ask 'why? '
But I just chose to say goodbye
I can't bear to hear another word from you anymore
For I knew it will just hurt me more
After that, you looked at me one last time
Then you walked away like you were never mine
just thoughts
  Apr 2015 Chaotic Angel
Remus
Don't fall in love with me.
I will tear you
to bits and pieces
with love, affection, and
poetry.

I'll tell you how
beautiful you look,
and when you ask
"How do I look beautiful"
I'll say
"Well darling, I must get going now."

I'll leave you breathless
in kisses
because you'll never want
to stop but
I'm already in my car
ready to go.

Don't fall in love with me
because I'll become
a female version of
John Green.

I'll write you poetry and
make you the love interest
in my novels,
but there's a reason why I
never finish anything.

I'll fall out of love,
love is boring
and when you
fall in love with me
I'll become uninterested
because I can't chase you
anymore.

It's all in the chase,
because I like getting
what I deserve
but when I get it,
it's not what I wanted.
We're all just suicidal people
Telling others not to die.
Thought I would finally do one of these.
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
As I was staring at the stars,
I remember those memories of ours.

We were so oblivious of our surroundings
That we didn't realize what was happening
Some became envious of us for we have found our bliss
Not thinking that we sacrificed a lot before reaching this
They don't know how hard it is to face all our demons
Not knowing it will all be wasted just because of some shallow reasons
We became like puppets that were being controlled
They told us that we're still not that old
What we felt was only temporary
And when the time comes, it will fade away slowly
I believed that they were wrong
For my love for you was too strong
But I think our love's unrequited
Because you believed in every word they said
With that you just left me, alone and broken
And until now, I have no idea how to fix myself again

Now, I'm staring again at the stars,
Thinking why you left me with all these scars.
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
It was midnight when I found myself staring at the sky;
Thinking how things have changed with just a blink of an eye.
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
I'm tired of being strong.
I'm tired of being blamed when something goes wrong.
I'm tired of understanding other people's feelings.
I'm tired of listening to what other people are saying.
I'm tired of always smiling;
When I know i'm already drowning.
I'm just tired of all the pretendings;
Knowing you'll never even notice what's happening.
Even too tired to think for an accurate title for this
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
The person you could call every midnight even if he was already sleeping.
You could ask him to sing you a song just so you could sleep.
The person that will go to your house just to hug you and comfort you.
He will bring you your favorite food, and eat it with you.
The person who will let his shirt get wet because of your tears.
He will never care on how silly you look when you're crying at 2am.
The person who will always be there for you. (no matter what time it is)
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