Sometimes I feel I don’t belong
And wonder, is it me who’s wrong

Should I lie in order to change
Or would I rather seek revenge

Fight for my life and my true side
That’s been hiding so deep inside

Or just decide it’s not worth it
That maybe right, was the culprit

What is the path I should follow
For what to choose, I do not know

Hero or foe, what will I gain
For in the end, one shall remain

I wish things had gone differently
That I’d no longer feel lonely
But that ringing in my ear
Oh is it killing me my dear

And why is the silence so loud
As sharp as noise heard in a crowd
Here staring blankly at the wall
I wonder, why can’t I be whole

The answers I have no yet found
To these questions stuck in my mind
Or maybe it’s that I am blind
And to all ‘ them I’ll remain bound

Maybe I was too much
Maybe I wasn't enough
How could I know?

My mind’s running wild
Please, will you shut it down
My tears are streaming down
I wish I could see your smile

My lover, my friend
So many holes that cannot mend
Had we known how it would be
Had we known it wasn't me

All those memories
They can tell so many stories
I wish I could share them with you
You'd realize how much it’s true

Maybe I was too much
Maybe I wasn't enough
How could I know?

I long for a love that knows no bound
I long for a love yet to be found

I long for days spent in a daze
I long for days that set me ablaze

I long for your touch, so reverent
I long for your touch, so dependent

I long for a love that you could give
I long for a love that could never live

I long for the day you finally see
that we were wrongly meant to be

I don’t know what love is
I don’t know how it feels
I don’t know the secret
I don’t know, is it kept

I wanna learn
I wanna earn
I wanna shout
I wanna doubt

Will it ever be found
This love waiting for me
Will it ever be found
This feeling deep inside me

Or am I just
destined to be...

... lonely.