Lhb - Hello Poetry

Lhb Dec 2018

i think of you at daytime, because the sun shines in a way that reminds me of your smile
your eyes shrink and i cant help but want to kiss those wrinkles.
i think of you at nighttime, because i am the night and you are that one bright star that lights up my sky.
i dont know you but somehow i feel like i do, i recognize you like i’ve seen you somewhere between reality and daydreams.
your soul touched mine and the universe lost its balance
you square me into your roots and i scream home.
you’re implemented deep inside my brain,
i’ve never been this interested.
not once,
not ever.

#you #love #life #crush #like #intreseted #intimacy #stars #reality #heart

Lhb Oct 2018

Lost

You can’t trust love anymore because it once did you wrong. You keep wishing that someday you'll open up your heart, but you know you lost the keys a long time ago.
You got lost and you'll die looking for directions to come back, but you forget that they ripped your maps apart.

#lost #pain #life #hurt #lhb

Lhb Oct 2018

Delusional

I keep losing things that I never had.
I feel homesick in places that feel a lot like home.
I find light in the dark spaces between stars.
The moon is screaming back all the secrets I howled.
I swear that at this moment everything feels like nothing.
And no matter how hard I pinch myself, it still feels nothing like reality.

#homesickness #homesick #lost #lhb

Lhb Oct 2018

Suicide

You’re the only water I wouldn't mind drowning in.
You’re the only drug I’ll keep overdosing on.
You’re the cliff I won’t mind jumping over.
You’re the most poisonous element that I will gladly inhale till I suffocate.
Your hands are the hanger I’ll wrap around my neck with, nothing but a euphoric rush filling every cell in my body.
You’re the gun and I’ll empty all your bullets straight into my brains..

You are my favorite suicide method.

#love #belong #lhb #life

Lhb Oct 2018

Arms

In a world where I am a stranger, mostly to myself,
You seem to be the only thing I’m able to recognize.
You’re my home away from home
You’re my calming down
You’re my safe zone
You’re where I figure it all out.

#comfort #love #soulmate #lhb

Lhb Oct 2018

Adults

Here is to every child that didn’t get to experience childhood.
Who had to be a grown up.
Who had to lift themselves up.
Who had to hold themselves up.
Who kept up with the beating up.

Death wasn’t supposed to be our first word.
These are not the games we wanted to play.
We didn’t imagine our first heartbreak will be at this young age.
The only love we knew was pain and cruelty.
Peace is not a word in our dictionary.

So please, excuse the way we act,
don’t freak out when we push you away;
we are not familiar with attention and consideration.

#adults #life #parents #pain #suffer #lhb

Lhb Oct 2018

Deaf

you whisper something in my ear,
your body is so close to mine,
it turns me deaf.
i ask you to repeat,
this time i hear you
but every cell in my body
is filled with desire,
i crave you close so
i pretend that i didnt hear you,
again.

#love #close #whisper #intimacy