Last November
Do you remember
You held my hand
Til we land

In the air
We smiled
Floating, flying
Swimming, sinking

In the Spring time
You said you're mine
But you're back
A man I don't recognize

Bushes and campfires
Elusive dreams in my eyes
You brought them back to life
You got me back

Last November
You were sweeter
We in one sweater
Under a freezing weather

Twenty five in December
I was a dying ember
Her sweetness, I resemble
Her pale skin, I don't assemble

That coffee I *****
She says she'll commit
A birthday card can say it
Hidden meaning, so you resubmit

So you took a sip of tea
And you were so surprised
A drop from my eye - tears
Guess I needed some advise

Where we we, darlin?
Is it still 2013?
Or maybe you were caught past
It's me you're with
Should haven't took fast.

We passed the trail
I saw an old train
And you told a story
Of your love gone debris

And that memory
I can't deal entirely
So I left you talking
And draw a lane - walking

Yes, you cross the white lane
two steps closer to fame
When the game is over
You will no longer feel me

My tears got the rain falling
And I ran after them, calling
Fifty horse power won't get me
Any man, anyone like you

I got down
And see the street lights
The cars passing by
Stuck in the headlight

I've seen bestfriends become lovers
We've eaten their left overs
What's left with us,
Is the piece of junk way back past.

I've watch lovers love
Like I did before
I've watched them fall apart
I've felt their beating heart

Baby there's no ticket to the past
There's nothing you can do
We didn't make it last
Just throw your love to the past

I was trying to rewrite
A love story that'll never come back
Mornings that will not happen again
But will age with a broken fence

You said I put colors in your life
But as time pass by
You take away my colors
Til I'm black and white

But I'm not numb to feel
I'm just dumb to think
Does age excuse my foolishness?
Does experience explain your fondness?

Thrice the pain when you said hello again
I was like a machine that can't reciprocate
So I write in a poem to throw my feelings away
It can no longer be us, at the end of the day

74,328 hours I spend thinking
But even a split second won't get me anything
The value I gave to our moments together
Is the same price I'm paying to get you off my head

I walked in the lane
Where you stand beside
The pits got me in
While you talk, I'm shattered

And I wondered why I can't
Collapse and leave that card
We were so close walking
While my heart flies a distant taking

If you can see how unlikely
Your smile when you felt lucky
But I'm tossing your luck

My mind speaks so loud
I have to close my mouth

What does it says?
Baby you don't know how to read

Husky eyes
They stared at me
Like a terror in the night
I'm being terrified

Soundwaves get so low
To where creatures howl
The thread inkling looks to thin
Cells explode to their looks within

Bluff, puff, ****** eyes
Don't stare at me
I can get no sleep
Please let go of me