I let the people push me
to where I want to go,
to where I want to be.

They have their words that
punch and their legs that kick.

To the point where
I,
**** the bluebird
with my eyes.

A tangle of lies.
An unknown secret.
Once you find out,
Can you keep it?

The secrets I keep,
The things I've done.
To hide them all,
I've told no one.

I'm telling you
To let it go.
I know what will happen
If I don't do so.

It'll eat me up,
It'll make me cry.
I'll feel almost like
I want to die.

So save me now,
With your words and smiles.
I hope you sit down,
This might take a while.

The secrets I keep.
The reasons I weep.
The worries and fears that drive an anchor so deep.

I release them to you,
My friend so dear.
I hope that afterwards,
My life will become more clear.

hamburgers for dinner.
happy earth day.

How is it that I love someone who has scarred my soul.

You are the one thing
I desire enough
To push away.

I wear a smile
Too genuine to be real.

I wish people would listen.
Wish they'd pay attention to my words.
But people are so selfish sometimes.
I know all they see is their woe.

It's annoying, at least.
I wish they would hear.
I'm shouting as loud as I can,
But nobody's there.

I feel like a child
Having a tantrum at the mall.
Except this time,
Nobody seems to care at all.

So I resort to watching as they walk to and fro.
And I wish they would notice,
For even a mo.