..


It's the

Only thing       Possible !

;;

what YE.   Want me to do ?

Like yer begging for life

Like a begger begging for food

//

I know you love me girl

that's what girls go

Nothin else is.     Possible !

///


Oh you

See eternity in my eyes

You feel forever in my arms

I am your shelter from the storm

For you to be
Without me

Is impossible !

••

I know you love me girl

I'm kinda glad you do

I like to bed you down

But that don't mean

That

I love you !

( which would be impossible )

so very impossible

For once in my life I want to be happy
happy and hopeful and confident
I want to not beat myself down before anything can happen
Or repeatedly remind myself that it's "probably nothing"
I want to go to bed and not worry that I said the wrong thing
or that I'm thinking too much
Or not enough.
I want to not feel like my feelings
(or my heart)
are too much
I want to not have to feel like I need
to squelch my wants and my hopes and my dreams
because if I dare to reach for them I am going to get smacked for thinking that any of that is something I could ever have.
I want to not feel scared of letting myself love.
I want to not feel scared to be authentic in my current existence.
I want to be allowed to shout who I am and how I feel
from where ever I want.
But that's not the world we live in.
I can't.
I can't fly up too high or too close to the sun.
People who fly too close to the sun get burned and fall to their deaths.
The sun doesn't let things hug it.
It doesn't want a friend.
Not even another sun.

.


                     THAT girl

!!

we go back

A long way

me & THAT girl

..:though we never really

Talked at all

//

Strangers

Oh

So very far away


•.       •

Oh yeah

THAT girl

me and THAT girl

//

W were

The greatest **** trip

In the

Whole wide world