She locked herself away and didn't give anyone a key. She didn't even say goodbye and was swallowed by the sea

I am in shame because it was I the reason she was swallowed by the sea. Feeling lost cold hungry and emotional all because of me my mind is still a blank as I sit down and let reality sink in something that was once so good turned to a nightmare i,cnt even,rebuild I wouldn't kno where to begin hopefully she safely floats to shore and one day she will understand that we Kno that when we said I love you to each other who loves who more but she is lost in sea and I been waiting hoping for her to float ashore it's hurricane season and she is strong but put in the open water no one is safe from mother nature and that's for sure

I was to busy showing love overlooked all the hate In the end I cleansed my garden cleared out all the snakes became more acustome to this game hardly any real people due to all these people that are fake
Is there love to show hell no why because people are quick to change on you like the Google logo

You get feelings from a couple nights in the bed. It was you that forced the situation on me from throwing me down and giving head
Instead of a night of cuddling with a couple shots. You where the one that started kissing me all over on till you found my spot.
We can say accidents happen but you came back for more. Intesity grew as we made our way from the bed couch shower and floor
Now you feel used because I dnt want relations feeling as though we are in war your in your battle stations
Steady throwing shots at me but it's all good for now I'm not shooting back I'll just hold my ground
In the end it was all a nut you just wanted **** in your guts you you opened your legs quick to me so who is the ****
Ayy I'm all good thought you play the game and I guess some times this is how it goes you have to take it for what it is nights with the lows
Got to bust a couple mean nuts but lost a friend in the prosses I hope we can me friends again but if not I wish you all the best

I told em read between the line cnt you see threw all of this the pain in my eyes
I wear this mask as a disguise so you people can't realize I'm jus a human being
Is our soul perpous to believe that we are here to sin and forgive as a soldier if I **** will I not go to help knowing I live to take others lives
Reality is I'm cold hearted cold as the freezing point that turn water to ice
But does that mean I dont care I mean I take orders from higher rankinging but does that mean it's fair to play God and take life from others that are there
Believing in their own religon but that proves my point everyone sees life in their own viewpoint aspect or vision
It was my own decision to raise my right hand and take the oath
To do what's right for my country
  The questions I ask but will never know I have my comrades back in what ever the outcome will go to wether I lose him or he loses me
All I can do is pick up my m4 shoot back and stay loyal to my country
You civilians will never understand the pain us soldiers have to go threw
Picture a world that no war was fought all sides withdrew from fighting and peace talk happen
A PERFECT WORLD WOULD BE THE CAPTION
But it won't ever be that because we live in a world where it's action and reaction
Good will always come with bad it's elementary adding and subtracting

I noticed it all everything about you but in order to see who you really where I had to destroy that wall of reality it's not like I was having fun making and seeing you hurt only sadden me we are both emotional creatures trying to get to the promise land of love but have different pace of climbing the bleachers you may see me as a monster for maki,g you fall down but reality is I was only showing love as no one was around to pick you up now you see threw my eyes this world is cold think everyone said they had your back different face but same story told only you where there to pick yourself up as I watched from a distance heard what you had to say about me still nothing but love I hear all silently listen your heart screamed of rage not really wanting to turn on me starting a new chapter ending us and our page that's why it was me that came to you seeking help a scared  man's heart locked away  in a cage scared of betrayal we turn our backs on each other before just to walk back open a see what's now  behind  the door we once felt safe in are you the savior that will free my heart from this room this box this jail been caged in I look to you for  help can you set me free turn back  the clock of time before all the drama and it was just you and me