Jessy

Jessy Jan 2018

please

I have trust issues
So if I confide in you
Please take me seriously
And understand
This is a big step for me

I have anxiety
And I’m embarrassed about it
So if I have a anxiety or panic attack
In front of you
Please don’t make fun of me

I have depression
So if I look down or sad
And you ask me if I’m okay
Please realize I will just say I’m fine
Even if I’m not

#please #depression #anxiety #trust

Jessy Jan 2018

light bulb

You see that light bulb?
When that light bulb stopped working,
When it was broken,
You knew.

But the thing with people is
You don’t know when they stopped working
You may not even have known
That they were broken

What a tragedy, huh?

#tragedy #depression

Jessy Jan 2018

liar

You say you love me
You say you care
You say you don’t want to see me hurt
You say you are there for me

But there’s one problem,
I don’t believe you.

#liar #love #care

Jessy Jan 2018

Homicide in Disguise

If she kills herself
Because of your words
Because of your actions
Is it still considered suicide?
Or can it be called what it is?
A homicide.

think about what you say to people

#suicide #homicide #depression #words #actions

Jessy Jan 2018

Nuisance

I am a
nuisance
I bother
Everybody
No one
Likes me
Everyone
Hates me
I do no
Good
I do nothing but
Bad
Why am I still
Alive
When I deserve to be
Dead?

#suicide #depression #selfharm #selfhatred #nuisance #dead #alive

Jessy Jan 2018

I'm getting help

I’m doing it
I’m finally doing it
But please don’t say
you’re proud of me
Please don’t say
you’re happy for me
Because then I will feel
Like I’m doing it for
You
Not for
Me

All I want you
To say is
Good

#therapy #depression #suicide #help #good

Jessy Jan 2018

Coulda, Shoulda, Woulda... Didn’t.

I want to be happy
But I can’t
I want to cut myself
But I shouldn’t
I want to talk to someone
But I won’t
I want to **** myself
But I don’t

#depression #suicide #selfharm #happiness