The mistakes I've made only make me hurt more
It's a pain that I can't avoid trying to stay true to my heart
You were someone who caught my eye
And now you've broken my heart
How dare you be the person you weren't
Wishing things never changed, wishing I was in your arms tonight
I can see it in you , I'm not what you want
I'm not what you wish for on a shooting star
Here comes good bye
The pain and suffering

I can feel in my heart a supernova
A reason to change
Finding all my answers
Finding new curiosity
Big dreams
And a burning desire to achieve what I will always believe in
My Emotions are powerful
Balance is nessessary and
Constant awareness is the key to growth
Exploring the world is my greatest achievement
I thrive with excitement knowing the best days of my life has yet to happen
My heart is full of hope joy and abundance

I've been looking left and right
And in between the lines.
****** in Paradise or at least I've convinced myself
But there must be something wrong
Why can't I feel this good sober?
I like to convise myself that it doesn't take over me
I Know I never saw this in my visions
I had vision of being independent
Abundance and joy
How can I have dreams with no feelings g?

As I take the first step outside,  I can't help but to begin to wonder all the memories we shared.
The endless night that saw no day light... just the stars and the moon.
Stories about your family and you.
Memories of laughs we've shared.
The experiences we went thru.
You've introduced me to my trouble self.
Blindness days , But it wasn't me.
I've had dreams of becoming more in life than just a house wife.
I wanted to help people from all over the world .
I want humanity to become humanized.
I saw a huge vision for our world.
I always knew I will never be able to make that happen with you.
I get it now, and I know understand these memories.
And I thank you for the lessons we studied together.
And I wish you the best with this life.
I hope you find a wife who would give you a family, because I have a different destiny waiting for me.

Stuck in between these walls ,  I held my sight in contempt. For the fear that we may lock souls. I remember the butterfly's you grew in me. Like a little school ******* her first innocent crush. Only it wasn't so innocent. Your touch could stop my pulse and you voice would make me fall in love. Yet I found myself stuck between these walls, watching  your touch.

She's has that vibe that makes a person want to become better. She knows what she wants and let's go of her pride. She accepts failures for what they are. Rejection hatred and criticism only make her stronger. She has struggle. She has cried. She has grown. She has lived. She is hopeful . She is humble.  She is human. She is beautiful. She is smart. She is creative. She is phenomenal. She is compassionate. She is one of a kind. She is a lady boss. Look in the mirror and you'll see She Has Everything

I remember he caught me and suddenly I heard my pulse.

So many times time will fly. No single glance at what was or what is. Looking thru an album, I don't recall the memories. I feel like I've been living with a stranger. Sharing my body, sharing my soul. Pay attention...