When terror met fear
He introduced
You
To
Me
And for a split second
I saw the devilish look
In your eyes as you
Went in for a hug
The devils got a grasp on my heart
And pain is all i am in for
I've found myself chained down
But
I
Love
The
Horror

I love you
No I don't
And god, Jesus Christ
I'll thank The Lord
Every
Night
That I never will
So hate me
Do it
I'm sorry
This is only
The story of a heartbreaker

You always seem
To ask
Me
"Why do you hate me?"
And the truth is
I don't
I can't
I can't hate you for breaking my heart
I can't hate you for leaving
Because I knew
I
Asked
For
It

*******
June 7th
My eyes are starting to water
You've crept back in my mind
I was going to forget you
I was going to be fine
June 7th
I still remember

You piece of ******* ****
I hope she
breaks your ******* heart
I hope you fall to the ground
and cry
I hope you lose your ******* mind
Karma, you see her as an angel
I can't wait until the day
she breaks your
worthless
stupid
hollow
heart

Oh,
You could be such a
perfect little distraction
for a
sad
sad
girl.

I want you
I can't lie
But will you leave?
Will I cry?
What should make me
Believe you won't
I'm scared
So scared

maybe you're different
maybe I'll trust you
but
then again
maybe
you'll
break
me

Poetry is confusing
So are you
I know your eyes are not oceans
And the beats of my heart
Aren't
The
Sound
Of
Waves
Clashing
But the crystal blue color of
Your eyes
And the ***** blonde
In your hair
Is something I cannot
Describe
With
Poetry
I love you

You are just a boy
Maybe
But
You are the virus in my stomach
The pale in my skin
The evil in my veins
The horror in my brain
You
Are
My
Monster
You are just a boy

What is wrong with me?
I don't want you
Why are you here
Why are you in my mind
Don't tell me to smile
Don't tell me
Anything
I miss you
And you know that
I miss you..