My love where did you come from? You literally came out of nowhere did you drop from the sky, never seen something shine so bright that your gleam just reflects in my eyes. Your comfort keeps me so calm, and I always feel safe when I'm wrapped inside your arms. Being around you keeps my heart so warm, without you I was so lost in my head with so many thoughts but you found me and washed away my storm. So grateful that you came into my life there is no doubt that I will always be with you till the very end LOVE you baby.

**Jacob Cuadro

I think making money to live to regardless how much money you have, or how big your roof is over head, or getting your bachelor or masters whatever ******* you call it just to get a better jobs these day is not life. Doing something you love something your passionate for something to hold on to, is worth the struggle to achieve the dreams that you dream the thing that you were born to do is to create your own world. And decide this is what I really want to truly be proud and say I’m living life.

**By Jacob Cuadro

You are like my own roller coaster it start with the belt strap in as the ride start to go looking up at the sky remind me of you as your love that goes so high. Making me feel like I can touch the soft cotton clouds, a sweet smell of roses surrounding the atmosphere. Causes without you I’m a lost bird sitting on a nest alone waiting for mama bird to pass by, ready to flap my wings but can’t cause you’re not there to encourage me how to fly. Would love to be a magnet stuck on a refrigerator door meaning I be right beside you dear. Without you the sun doesn’t rise, without you the stars doesn’t shine why did you have to leave? Did I ever cause you pain cause if I did maybe you do deserve a better man. I know we struggle like a ride that it’s up and down, we have our fights but we can make it work that keep us stronger. Until you are here to kiss your lips I’ll be a lost bird waiting to fly.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I once lived in a world with amazing fresh air,

To look at what’s going on and to know I can’t help them seem to be not fair.

We once had long green trees,

But they chop down the oxygen that we breathe.

Starting to shrink as I look up and feel so small.

As the cities expanding and building growing tall.

Mother nature cries seeing her children’s taken away and disappear,

Rain pours from the sky by her sadly tears.

Some companies, industry, corporations, resorts lie say they are green,

But always battling by intervene.

But what they all have in common is they like the taste of honey,

Greedy nothing in the mind but the money.

Trees saved provide food, energy, water, teach us the seasons and actually are made from green papers that most people adore,

A plant that the most unique symbol of life in a beautiful world that human mistakenly ignores.

Before you destroy something listen and hear them speak,

Feel the air as their leaves floating around you with brushing kissing on your cheeks.

Is it really worth killing for an extra space for the earth to carry more weight,

Why suffocate the dust the pollution mankind created never realizing that there making a big mistake.

If it was me I rather live in a forest and lay on the soft dirt where nature collect soil and feel the seeds grow,

And watch the leaves at night shine as they glow.

To sleep on top of the branch as the leaves sing me a song,

As all birds, animals, insect, every creature gathering to share the world by the trees stems holding us together being a friend to welcome me home is place where I belong.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I want you to wake up in the afternoon open your front door step outside and look up what do you see? Perfect blue sky with bright white clouds and a beautiful sun set shining through your eyes and enjoy your rest of your day. When night comes I want you to lie in bed and close your eyes but don’t fall asleep just yet. Get out of your bed and step outside the night and look up what do you see? Bright shining stars all around the sky as a shooting star passing you by as the moon brighten up your eyes. Always look at yourself in the mirror when you ever feel down, people change were all beautiful inside and out just like day and night. Don’t let anyone tell you that your not were all unique like planet earth.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I’m sorry I hurt you; sorry for making tears come down your eyes forgive me for the entire thing I have done. I know I made mistakes in the pass but I realized I need you more than anything and can no longer run. Your beauty still make my heart beat fast your grace still amazes me all I can think about is the good time we had in the past. The old me is forever gone take my hand so I can show you my new love and start over and let us become dawn. All ask is for your forgiveness and please give me a second chance to take me back I know I was nothing but ignorance. We all have our goods times and have our bad but I will no longer ever make you sad. Need you in my life, need you in my world without you just an empty seeds than can’t grow roots, all the suffering is too much and making me feel so loses. Let me take away your pain and scars and live again we can be in this secret land on planet Mars. Your perfect to me you’re the air I breathe without you I’m lost and rotten beneath, forgive me now for I never stop trying to win your heart need my life back all the colors combine us that doesn’t fade because you are the whole art. If there one thing I know is I speak the truth and no lies, is that you will always put a smile on my eyes.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I’m not the man who I use to be,
Because I gave up on myself and this world so I called on your name,
With your holy word you have set me free,
My old self is in the past and my past is forever gone as my guilt fades and no longer feel the shame.

I realize that I was covered in this filthy stain,
Bounded by these heavy chains,
Breaking it off lifting my hands to you feeling your amazing grace pour like rain,
From every fingertip washing away my pain.

I’ve been selfish and committed great sins but you’ve showed me nothing but love,
You’ve been faithful all of my days you are the lamb,
My god the maker of heaven above,
You are the great I Am.

Bow down in your presence I give you my heart lift my voice and give you glory,
Because you are worthy, you are mighty and you are holy,
You rewrote my story becoming a brand new man and setting me free,
For that now I’ve been redeemed.

Jacob Cuadro

See the colors of the rainbow in the sky beautiful like your bright hazel eyes as it start to fade when your personality drop down. Don’t get your hope to high when people compliment your body or looks the colors of your DNA will slowly disappear making your vision unclear by your selfishness, money, and fame is the only possession desperation to be someone. Conceited mind is something not to smile about the poor are richer and the ugly are prettier their heart are more beautiful than you’re ever become. What happen when your colors goes black? It’s rots,  get old, alone, cold from head to toes, helpless, meaningless death is waiting to hear your heart beat sink with his arms wide open to hold you wrapping like a shroud around your pretty dead flesh it’s too bad your beauty was too much for your own good. Hope you like the decoration of your funeral, its sure look perfect to me was your obsession worth kissing the feet by the devil ?

**By Jacob Cuadro

Life is like poetry every word you speak should come from the heart but if you don’t say what you mean then you’re wasting your breath. You speak with fear then you’re feeling scare, speak with sorrow then you get a tear, joy and happiness come with a smile. Words can attack your mind messing with your emotions feeling the madness speaking with aggression words are here words are there surrounding the world like breath of air. Be careful how you speak and what you feel words are everywhere and there are real, explore life and give poetry a try cause earth have emotions just like you have it within you.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Inside my chest there's something you can't take apart,
In the front side is the most warming heart.

But it's not the same in the back,
So cold and dark nothing but pitch black.

I dare you to test my patience and limits,
Because you never want to know what's behind it and you would never last a minute.

**Jacob Cuadro

Roses are red violets are blue your eyes shine like the sun as bright as the moon. Love the way your hair smells like sweet flowers like the taste of your lips. Your smile and laughter bring me joy every time I spend time with you I just want more and more. If we ever separate it’s never too far as long you’re in my heart I be right beside you dear. As older we get time is always passing by my memory might fade away but your love remains the same. I’m grateful for you to be my  wife when it my time to say my final goodbye don’t worry we’re start our new life.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Miss home to a warm beach walking on the soft sand,
Where a place family and friends gathering enjoy the day holding each other by the hand.
Feel the rush of the ocean,
Swimming and feeling the dolphins the whales the fishes and every sea creatures emotions.

Love sitting and reading next to a palm tree,
Feeling the warm breeze.
There nothing like spending your day going out for fresh air while the random shower of rain starts to begin,
As you look up while the cool rain washes you away as the sun dries everything and the humidity atmosphere moisturize my skin.
AS you breathe and smell the sweet air,
With all the trees around you pouring there oxygen everywhere.

Looking up seeing the beautiful colors forming a rainbow,
Standing in awe as the colors brighten your eyes aglow.
As I dream for this every day for this beauty to make me rise,
Welcome to Florida paradise.
Jacob Cuadro

Dear little one,
The day I saw you born you pour out a light brighter than the sun.
A feeling that burst of happiness I never felt before,
How this can be; something so small and pure was going to be something I would never thought I would truly adore.

For one so small you seem so strong,
And I’ll protect you even in the middle of a storm,
I will sing over you a new song,
And do my best to keep you safe and warm.

You have so many years ahead of you and I don’t know what your future holds,
But one thing I do know is that you’re going to have a heart of gold,
Child of mine there so much you need to learn,
Life can be simple like if you play with fire you’ll get burn.

The key is to be patient to be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger, (James 1:19)
I will teach you everything I know because it a gift to have knowledge and wisdom,
I want to see you grow and teach you how to be humble for beauty is on the inside and you can change the world with all your mind of splendor,
Spreading the world with kindness and love with all the colors of autumn.

The day you get older you’re going to have these emotion of mix feelings,
Days of happiness days of heart breaks it won’t be easy pain can get stronger while wombs slowly be healing,
But you won’t go through this alone I will be there to comfort you through all these emotion you never knew you had that these are natural and I’ll be the one to tell you that everything would be alright,
Always here with open arms whether you run to me with joy or need to cry on my shoulder I’ll be there to hold you tight.

So, I tell you this no matter what you go through enjoy every day and never give up never quit because if you want something in life hard work is what count not by a wish,
Bonding with you and living every moment to moment like reading you stories or tucking you in to bed or simply making you laugh are moment I cherish.
Above all this love is important because love is patient, love is kind… it always protect, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres love never fails (Corinthians 13:4-8) it’s pure and true,
My dear little one I may not be around through your whole journey for death is part of life but I tell you this and let this sink in please that you love one another, as I have loved you. (John 15:12)
Jacob Cuadro

Oh, how I remember the day that you were born,
To find out the condition you were going to be in I felt completely torn,
But the most precious and beautiful moment I held you in my arms,
I will be every step of the way to love you to guide you and keep you away from any harm.

Year after year I have been blessed to see you grow,
From a little girl to the woman, you grew up to be,
As your grandfather if I have not told you there is no regrets in raising you day by day there was nothing that brought me more joy than to see you glow,
You may have a lot of differences than others but does not change how precious and strong you are no matter how hard it seems.

Within my heart are happy memories,
Of a perfect love that you gave to me,
Through our life we have seen our share of ups and downs,
Death is part of life, but it isn’t fair sorry you had to witness my final moments in an instant how quickly life can turn around.

But it my time to reach through heavens gates and fly,
To finally be with my lovely wife,
It feels so good to reunite,
And see how bright you really shine,
Feels like forever hello my love we meet again,
It has been a while where should we begin?

The feeling of your body heat is so soothing oh how you feel so warm
Each day I can feel you expanding for every piece of me to transform
Love dancing in your womb hearing the echo of my voice singing a new song
Your calmness the peace oh how wonderfully its is inside your womb what can go wrong.

A strange feeling started happening I can feel your distress things are becoming fragile and starting to feel like the winter
The water around me is so cold and it’s making me go blind
My body aching and hurting so much as I’m starting to get blisters
As the excruciating pain starts to crawl over all over my spine.

Mommy hold onto to me make it go back to the feeling of autumn
I feel all alone and I’m starting to sink to the bottom
Everything is so dark and time is going on and on feels like forever
I once had a dream that I replayed over and over again of you holding and kissing me that I’m by your side and all the possibilities we can do together.

Everything seems so bitter the atmosphere of your sorrow I can tasted in your tears
My whole body feels boated and weary all around is this fear
I can the darkness creeping up getting closer mommy please keep me away from any harm
Mommy can’t’ you hear my screams? Can you feel them ripping my arm?



Calling your name feeling so hopeless please don’t let me die here,
Feeling so lost I can see though you hiding your betrayal,
Limb after limbs drowning in my blood, I can hear my own scream echoing back into my ears and everything still so unclear,
Then started to have a vison of a man, of a messiah that was slash thirty-three stripes and hung driven by nails.

Hear him calling saying my child your suffering will no longer be anymore,
There was a warm sensation of seeing heaven opening their doors,
He carries healing in his hands his voice makes me see again saying child no longer will you be alone,
For you will be right next to me in heaven throne.
Mommy it hurt more to know it was you that you I’ve been betrayed,
But all I wanted to say is that I forgive you and that I love you and I’m no longer afraid,
I did my best to hold on to fight to my death,
I no longer can stay this is my end this is my final breath.


P.S Mother I probably will never know your reasons; or your overthinking doubts,
But just wanted to let you know that I feel more alive than ever before everything seems so clear and true, I’m at paradise above all the clouds,
Hope some day we’ll meet again, probably be all grown up by then but all of my thought will be of you and will send pictures of me in your dreams with my arms wide open holding each other,
Will always love you forever wish it would have been the other way around be by each other side holding me when I cry being the best person you can be I know deep in my heart you’ve of been a great mother.
by Jacob Cuadro