'Cause just like the moon and sun
We’re opposites
But collide as one
Meant to be a part
But in my heart
You’ll always be
Incapable of goodbyes
They make me cry
So I hope to see you soon
Sincerely your moon
P.S. I want to see you shine
My love for you is impossible to change
Despite any and everything
I’m always on your side

You say you love me
I don't think you do
You cant love me
You don't know half of what I've been through

I feel bad saying goodbye
But it is something I must say
It would be wrong of me not to tell you
Wrong of me to string you along another day

I know it was I who said I missed you
But I've learned how to be on my own
I cant always depend on you,
Always calling when I feel alone

It's time I grow up
Time I move on
It is I whose been using you all along

I know you've hurt me
But don't beat yourself up
Things wouldn't be any different
It's not "Just your luck."

You are an amazing man
Someday your love will come
But as far as love from me goes
You will get none

So hold your head high
Hold on to your dreams
Reach for the stars
And remember the little things

We used to smoke, we used to spend time
like it was as precious as your last paycheck.

I loved you because
you were present, you got every joke
and heard every sigh. The few, small times
you were there, my god, were
you there.

Like a child, presence comes at a cost.
You broke everything.
Peter pan complex, your complexion
was dark and light
like your mood.

Love me like
I'm not crazy. Pretend I'm not sad
nor desperate.
My self esteem is as high
as we are.

I don't exist to be beautiful enough
for you.
I will never be beautiful enough
for you.

I gave you my time, the most
valuable thing I have. All I have to give.
Besides my body, but
that stopped counting
years ago.

Part of me knows
you cannot love another
living, breathing being. You
hate yourself.

So you smoke my ****
while I fall in love with you.

You could have had me
when you had me
but now it's too late.

There isn't enough alcohol in this
beautiful world to make me
******* again.

If you need me, I'll be here
enjoying the present, listening
to our favorite song, smoking
all our memories.

You’ve been my inspiration for
half a decade.I tried finding a reason
to keep holding on but they
all led to him.

My friends say he looks like you,
physically you know, but if they truly
saw him they would know, he is the one.
He has stolen my inspiration, stolen my
every thought, my every heartbeat.

I am thankful for those five years
of inspiration but they brought
along with them a chisel slowly
chipping away a piece of
this fragile heart.

Perhaps you will always remain
like ash beneath the dirt waiting
to be consumed like dry wood.
A memory of my innocence and
first love you will always be. The
baby face I loved stealing
glimpses of. Wishing every time
I had a piece of your heart.

You may never have been mine,
but my heart
surely thought the opposite.

This is the last time i believe
you will serve as my inspiration,
but if some day far away from
the future you dare inspire me
once again, I’ll stop for a bit of
ink and write to you

Wish me luck, because I know,
I have this unimaginable feeling
i’m falling for him and he is willing
to not let me hit the ground
like you did time after time.

Goodbye, Old Inspiration
Hello, Love.

You deserve the kind of love that drives your crazy
You deserve the kind of love that maks you sick
you deserve the kind of love that makes me cry whenever I see you with another woman
The love that makes you happy.
The love that makes you whole.
the love I could have given you.
                       If the time were right.

But now it's too late.
And now I'm asking you

Asking you questions..
But you don't know what to answer.

Don't know what to say
After all that you've done.

Days, Weeks, Months
Without texting me.

Cause you don't know what to say.
Don't know how to feel.
Don't know how to love.

You walked into my life
Changing everything
We were not suppose to happen

Fate brought us together
A forbidden love
We pushed each other away
Not out of desire
Things shifted in our favor
We were not suppose to happen

Innocent hug, bodies touching
Forbidden feelings growing
Can't no longer suppress them
You are my sanctuary
This forbidden love
Can't be denied no longer

The words you say drive me crazy
Crazy to kiss those lips from which they come
Your affection
Your body
Is my addiction
For now I'll stop writing
Only to express my feelings to the universe
For we are not suppose to happen

all I remember is hiding.
we could never really show public affections or private for all that mattered.
a month turned into 3 weeks, and 3 weeks turns into 3 days.
a little less time with you is all we have.
maybe if we don't say 'goodbye' it'll hurt less.
if we kept holding on, we won't forget.
maybe if we tried, it could work.
maybe our forbidden love, won't be forbidden after all.

you say you can't
but you do it anyways
admit i drive you crazy