As his ocean blue eyes
Stare into my coffee brown eyes
His lips whisper words of love on mine so delicately
And as his arms barricade around my fragile body
He protects me from the demons lurking around my broken body

As his is soul runs through my veins
Filling my body with the love I always yearned for
He kisses my broken pieces and fills them with love
He is living proof of a miracle in desguise

As the night creeps upon us
And we are forced to split paths
I know I am safe
From the demons surrounding me
From his every lasting protection and gentle love

As millions of broken pieces fall from my heart
Like leaves falling from a tree on an autumn day
And a tsunami brews in my eyes
Ready to destroy everything that comes in its path
I lay silently in the dark
Wondering what I did wrong
Not realizing
It was him all along
Because when you are deep in love
Deeper than the deepest depths of the ocean
You never see the other person's mistakes
You only see your own

The words that drip from my mouth
Are not lust
But words of love that I long for
As I search the earth
For another lonely soul
I stumble across yours
You give me words of love and life
And in that very moment I believed you loved me
But I was amiss
Because what my love was blinding me from was the fact that
You only talked lustfully to me
And here as I lay dying on the ground weak and weary
I finally realize that
You truly did not love my soul
But everything else

As the smile vanishs from my face
Thousands of feelings scratch at my mind
As I close my coffee colored brown eyes from the dreary day
Images race across the black canvas that lies in front of me
As I let my muscles relax one by one
I feel the world hold me in her arms
As I slowly drift off from my reality
I let my soul free

On a night where no one was by my side
The devil danced around my room
Giving me a weapon to abuse my skin
Telling me everything would be alright
He knew what I needed in that time of desolation
So I did what he told me to do
And ended up with scars upon my skin
He told me to keep going and to never stop
For that is how I'll find happiness
In the darkest of hours

Mirror leaning upon my wall
I know all you want to do is make me fall
I look into you and guess what I see
A girl who is tall, fat and ugly
She falls onto her bed both day and night
Crying because society tells her she doesn't look right
Her skin isn't light enough and nor are her teeth
Her thighs are touching and her stomach is too big
Her smile is a mess, just like her life
So why don't you end the pain, the mirror says, and make your wrist's a ****** sight
I shatter the mirror and lying on the ground I see
A girl who is more broken now and just wants to leave
I pick up the broken glass and take a piece to my skin
To help mend the pain I always lives in
My life never got better and soon went to hell
I was so alone no one even bothered to help me when I fell
My soul was dying both inside and out
I felt I was strong enough
And I didn't needed anybody's help
I wanted to be brave and do it on my own
Only to end up in front of the mirror who once broke my soul
Yes, the mirror did break, but like any house hold item that mirror was replaced
For this mirror that laid so innocent against my wall was far worse than the first one and even I could see
This mirror was going to have me dead before the end of my life.

The bursting sun

With so much to hide

Is more beautiful

Than what meets the eye

The sun has glories

Beyond what we see

The sun has power

To what we may not believe

With our eyes

We need to see

The true beauty

That we are given everyday

Without the sun

There would be no us

And the world we live in

Would all turn to dust