Pain is your friend.

Pain tells you when you've been wounded badly.

But you know the best part about pain?

It tells you you're not DEAD YET.

Once upon a time,
there was a girl with beautiful scars,
she called herself nothing
because that was what she was
and that was what she feels
many times she wanted to run
to run so far from home
and never return
the walls that she built fell
she’s mad at herself, at her family
nothing special, nothing important
she’s hurting, her heart’s beating
no matter where she looks
it all seems so dark
she whispered to herself that
everything’s gonna be okay
but she can’t drown the demons
inside of her
they know how to swim
she’s crying, she’s hurting
she’s a grenade and she’ll explode
which will bring casualties
and damage to everyone
she holds her own hand
she gives herself a hug
and a slash on each ****** wrist
she wants to go so
she grabbed a chair and a rope
and hung herself to tears
she left a note that says
"maybe I'm better off dead".

Many a time, I watch you from afar.
You’re a beautiful flower that I admire.
To me, you’re my sunshine, my only star.
But we can’t be together cause I’m a burning fire.

I stare at you as you dance in the breeze.
You caught me looking but you smile at me.
The moment is so wonderful, I want it to freeze.
You said you like my color, it makes you happy.

Day by day, we talk from a distance,
Sharing extraordinary stories of our own.
I know the fact, our difference is a hindrance.
But I came to realize my love for you has grown.

You told me you want to hold me, to feel my heat.
You have no idea that I’ve been dreaming of that, too.
But darling, we can’t, for once our bodies meet,
My flames will only destroy every piece of you.

I’m a scorching fire and you’re a lovely flower.
I will do you no good, I’ll just bring harm to you.
Maybe we are not really meant for each other.
So baby for your own good, even if it hurts, I’ll just leave you.