Genevieve

May 2017

Stephen E Yocum

Today was unusual,
while crossing a rocky
path, my 42 year old
son reached back offering
his hand to steady my
steps of progress.
A small thing at first glance.

When for all these years
it was me holding his hand,
guiding his path.
Age has intervened,
Now our roles have reversed,
as it does, as it must.

Accepting this reality
the only path to choose.

May 2017

Cné

Poetry

My life is full of poetry
in lyrical design
Expressions in a rhythm
that ascend and then decline.

One moment I am full of joy,
then sorrow breaks my heart.
My soul is touched by music
and the thrill that it imparts.

I love the rain, embrace the sun
and smile at winter snow.
I crave the full moon's silver light
and dance beneath the glow.

I savor sweet aromas
taking pleasure in the breeze
And love the gentle rustle,
as it passes through the trees.

Yes, poetic is the gift of life,
inspiring me to rhyme.
I'd write a million odes to it,
but I just don't have the time!

Happy Saturday

#life #time #inspiration #poetry

Genevieve May 2017

Here it B!.....day.

Tomorrow my birthday is here
I would be excited you might think
but for me it actually stinks.

Tomorrow my birthday will cause a rise
on social media and all get reminders
so it doesn't really mean the same as once in the past.

Tomorrow my birthday is here
when people try to make me happy
with words filled with cheer & sweet wishes
~overall I'd rather hide out,
Sit all alone just me being me doing
the things that give my soul the most tranquility.

Happy Birthday to me,
Also to you the reader but if you rather
go hidden under the radar and feel kinda like me,
Like my poem, So Tomorrows my birthday~
why should I care? this is what I have been thinking.

Okay So maybe I care a smidge,
Mostly not!! because of my depression and my people regression;
My spirits emotions are on a sliding scale basis,Never knowing if today will be downer,
Happy or sleep and skip something to eat;
"Yep I'm getting skinny at least I look Good" so that is what they say."
If 0nly they knew I am not feeling good , My soul is jaded while my heartaches too many losses over years adding up now and the stress of life events puts
my sanity at stake this is why I write it helps to pour it out try to get rid of the filth and grime of unhappiness within, Tears on a whim this is the state I find I am in.

My Sadness is great so my Birthday is a blunder its here tomorrow
For some reason I am not looking forward I am continuously somber,
Maybe I'll sleep or buy myself a gift now that's
:)Birthday Therapy!! :) and I won't forget the treat!

Thanks for reading my pity party for me not being
excited for my own B day iz here. thanks for you being here.
For you I wish you happiness and hope. leading you to great things
~there that is my birthday wish now Go, Make it true. may gladness fill up your inner you.

Just in a mood and thought many other people can and will relate

#birthdaydepressionpoetryhappysleepparty

Genevieve May 2017

Wake up and smell the reality

crying tears and fallen laughter,
what to expect from then, there after!?

To those who are here to destroy ,
***** you we are not all the paranoid!

Faded dreams into realistic nightmares
awoke and turned on the news crap!!
I wasn't asleep all this is really F'ing happening!

It was slowly creeping in that sudden panic!!
oh sht it's set in. So this is true my nightmare begins.

The scoundrel of a **** will take it, ring it out
this world we live in for his power now
!!How could this be ?is this for freakin' real?
All those thoughts flooding in so swift like!

*** they voted this man in this narcissist who's only
in it to win it and tell all a big F you Your fired with I'm Right
your Wr0nghh!" eh eh eh hand shooshing you.)

Quickly he begins to deny rant and rave about all the bad things that people do say
not letting it go; Putting forth a man trump who cannot experience empathy nor compassion and this is who some elected?!

Are we just gonna wait til many HuuuuGe Mis_Takes
take one camera, take two, I mean this millionaire out of touch
lying ****** is cutting a loss
because even his fellow
Repubs call him out
on his constant Shht,

So lets have us a chat about the reality is that
this man is unequipped brings zero tools of know- how or of
how to cope with the Huge stresses being president does take!
Cannot vacation all the time and shout out orders for all to follow or call a retake!

so why can't we all agree to do a mega re-vote!!
Even though for trump be hard to swallow, We need to do
what is right for our children's future and their future babies So this is most
Enormous to discuss..... Being done with Trump is a Must!!.

Fallen men, children too what else will we need to have to get irate more mob type interactions? can we really all just sit around and wait? We need a Voice and we need to be loud in a gentle direct and intelligent way.

but for real seriously this mans got us running into fire and fire
time and time again so now it is time for someone else to be fired my friends!

Look Obviously not everyone will enjoy this read because it speaks politically! I only wrote this to let out my personal frustrations of having to see this man so grotesque in more ways than one So this is my Venting . Please don't speak if its a debate I am not up for that its too exhausting,

#trumpnowlovehatepresidentchildren

Genevieve Apr 2017

Say what now???

When I first heard it was so and was truly for real I did not believe that it could be,
That this egotistical narcissist really did see himself as a leader and team player!!

When it was announced he may take the biggest seat in America, A Has been actor; Millionaire sure some truth there may be!

But ***! My mouth first filled
Up tight with air sending shock waves to my
head then I heard what
my husband had really just said!!! huhh what now?!!

This is Legit, This is Real that this
Dumb **** is Really going to try to become president!!;

That alone made the Air Burst 0ut as laughter hit me hard to think this guy
" Your Fired" thought he could rule ovr the world !!"
Although not yet in house
started a plenty to WreaK Havoc
over us many!!!

I thought F No!! There is no way in Hell !!
This guy is for real ?!! I cannot take it ******* batman his ShizzT do stank; Plans to get all up in there! Great for us Not! With some eating it up this cannot be good!.

what we had F'ing idiots saying Yes he is the one!**** now our Fing hope
has grown wings and flown flown flown Way beyond and Yonder!!!

This Duesche of a president will soon be forced out and dismissed from his big wig seat & As Gargamel is to the smurfs this **** is to us here on this earth.!
I call a redo with more of a candidate selection lets
get a freakin Re-election.

#trump #president #idiot #love #shutup #whocares #wrong

Genevieve Apr 2017

Lingering punishments of a Guilty heart

Love me like you want me &
           Want me enough to love me unconditionally!
        Be the something that shines within my soul ;

         Please do not destroy me instead Embrace me
          I know sometimes you just simply wish to erase me and shut me up with some jerky line!

      I Pray you can forgive me for all the hurt I have caused over time,
      You have no clue the cost it was to have ever broken your heart;
       I am constantly repaying for it with each and every weak spot you find
when we argue from time to time!

        I get to relive what I did or did not or it's all in your head;
For me even though I still have you and you chose to stay
it is almost unbearable on some days.

Guilt Swallows me whole; knowing at any moment you could
choose to act out just to punch back but you claim you'd never do that although I call BS!!

I beg to differ since there are times we relive my past tending to point the fingers! My actions made me weak and guilty too so please don't punish me by withholding love to me from you.

Crying at night when you do not see
this sometimes is the story of me,
So just know this now I have and will always be
In-Love with you giving you everlasting love from me!
Just please do not keep on punishing me.

For those times you ******* up , Some tiny and some huge we all sin and make mistakes so this is for you, and all who go forwards feeling guilty or like their being repeatedly punished for something long ago, Its hard to get them to love you like they did once before.

#love #relationships #argue #anger #guilt #book #me #you #us #broken