the worst feeling
      is missing someone
        and not knowing if
          you've even crossed
their mind

i've wanted to talk about
my feelings for you,
but deep inside i know
you'll never feel
the same way
for me
too.

I have decided that i am not sad or happy
I am numb for every emotion
I do not feel sad or happy
I do not know what i am
I do not feel mad or horrible
I just feel confused and numb
I still laugh, but then why do i cry?

How do i have feelings
How do i feel again?
Am i dying?
It feels like it...

i will
he assured her
I'd hate to see you hurt
nothing ever hurts me
he told her
believe me*
I believe you*
she did too.
she believed him