I have been fearing death
since five years old
when people told me stories
of ghosts and graves
I have feared it even more
when I lost someone special
lost someone who raised me
and gave me love for the first time
But I have missed
a terribly important aspect of death
his sibling, change
and he is everywhere, in all forms
I have never feared
anything more than change
for I never liked asking why, how,
and what did I do to deserve this
No one asked for this, but the siblings had
That is when we see the cruelty and unfairness of life
Of how we are not in charge of our own fate
And how it has been laid the moment we were born
there goes my 5 am thoughts