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Johanne Jul 2015
somedays I want to live,
other days I wish I never existed
  May 2015 Johanne
Silver Lining
Happiness: The ultimate goal, right?
We all want to be happy
We all want to feel fulfilled.

We see pictures of smiling, skinny bodies
and we know what happiness looks like.
It looks like thin faces
frail arms
tiny legs
concave stomachs

The first step to being happy is
looking
the part.
I feel like I'm drowning in thoughts of being happy. They pull me down further and further into depression.
Johanne Jan 2015
will you still
love me

when i choose
the comfort
of blades

instead of your arms?
Johanne Nov 2014
He said he was
in love with me

but how can i possibly
love someone who
chooses blades
instead of help?
Johanne Nov 2014
It hurts to drive by his house
It hurts to see your name everywhere
idk
Johanne Nov 2014
I want him
But I'm not good enough for him
I want him
But I'm not pretty enough for him
I want him
But I'm not funny enough for him
I want him
But I'm not popular enough for him
I want him
But I'm not nice enough for him
I want him
**But he doesn't want me
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