Nostalgia or Noosetalgia?
Cause it chokes me in it
To recall a world where I existed
Without a limit
Crawl around a place
Inside my head
I can't escape
Unsure if that faded memory
Is real or fake
And did I make it
Did I make it?
For here I am
In a present
I'm unable to open up
Tied down by a past
Too much spoken of
And Will I make it?
To a future where there is no limit
Break the bad habit
Take the leap
Snap the rope
Or end up choked by it?
Pulled back by the past
A rose tinted hue
Blood shot eyes
Of asphyxiation
Fixated on a south facing view
Sunny
Its funny how warmth can be found
In something long dead
Neglecting life
Favouring the thoughts in your head
Gotta Be careful when you
Tread this path
Cause memory lane
Will be all that remains
Nostalgia can last
Fed it will grow
Your time is its payment
And before you know it
Your presents your past
You passed up your present
For your Past and your Future?
What Future?
*All you ever hoped for or looked to was the Past
If you live in the past the payment is always the present and ultimately your future, so let that **** go!
Nostalgias not always a bad thing but for me it needs to be kept in check cause it mostly seems to be a reflection of me not appreciating or being happy in my present.