im alive
but i feel dead
im choking
on my own breath

im myself
but still someone else
deciding who to be
is a living hell

all  these thing
all this stuff
it ruins me
it fills me up

im burning down
i'm tearing up
just take it away
please... make it stop

*(c.m.h)

Life is a long shot,
make sure you aim true

Just one of those days.
That I feel like I'm death.

I made you upset.
Angry with me.

I'm sorry.
I never meant to.

Just to much around today.
To much in my head.

I thought I cleared it.
I thought I was fine.

I guess I'm not.
If I made a fight with a line.

This poem might make no sense.
But I could care less.

I'm writing down my feelings.
Writing what I believe in.

I feel like such a *****.
I'm crying for making you feel like this.

I believe that I'm sorry.
You can leave now if your done with me.

I'm so use to people leaving.
I'm just stuck believing.

That no one really cares.
That no ones wants to be here.

That they all want me to die.
They don't want me in their lives.

I'm just having one of those days.
Please forgive for upsetting you that way.

If I ever lost you,
I'd rather die.

If you never came back,
I'd be in hell.

If I didn't have my angel,
I would forever be a demon.

If I ever saw my wolf dead,
I'd go insane.

I can't imagine life,
Without you by my side.

You keep me whole,
You're now part of my soul.

I give you my heart,
So you'll never lose its beat.

I'd cry until,
I drowned in my own tears.

I'd cut until,
I drowned in my own blood.

Without you,
Life is nothing.

I never knew,
You'd be this important to me.

But life comes with surprises,
And you're the best I could have.

You make me smile.
You make me feel loved.
You make me feel save.
You make me laugh.

You might be a goober.
You might be an *******.
You might be different.
But I love it all.

I love you for you.
No matter how weird,
You can get.

I just wanted to say,
That if you ever leave.

I'll be by your side,
Through thick or thin.

You are
My
Best friend.

You are
My life.

My reason
I live.

Without you
I'm nothing.

In the end
Does it matter
All the hurt
The pain
They tried to rip us apart
Told you you could never have me
forced me away from you
Those days
Dark
and painful
In those days
There was nothing we could do
Where they please?
Happy they had broken you
They underestimate you tho
Because in the end you pulled your self together
At this point you are stronger then ever
You are growing to your new strength
I am proud of you
In the end does it matter how hard they hurt you
Because baby  in the end we made it
We are here
In this moment
I will say
"Hi"
"I Love your little girl"
"Remember me?"