Feliz G

Feliz G Feb 2017

I pick up pen and paper,
thinking of something to write,
Friends? Nah.
Family? Pfft, yeah right....

Well it isn't my fault, now is it?
It wasn't my choice to turn away from this beautiful weather.
Just give up the pen, drop the paper,
I don't think you'll be needing them any longer.

It isn't my fault, not mine, but yours.

Feliz G Feb 2017

Grew Apart

If only I've told you
How **** you are
Then maybe this friendship
Wouldn't have gone this far.

We just grew apart,
Nowhere closer.
Why can't this friendship
Just be over?

Time to drop the past
No getting near it.
Do me a favour
And just shut it...!

What ever happened to this friendship...?! Ahaha. Best friends don't last forever, why does everybody assume that?! What even is the point of this *******? Just someone to hang out with till they find someone else, so you do the same, then repeat the cycle all over again! *******....! I.... need a break....

#friends #friendship #apart

Feliz G Feb 2017

Enthuthiathic Theamworth

As long as this sun shines,
As long as this heart beats,
I have my goal set,
My back against commitment.

Grasping onto truth,
Believing in what's real,
Travelling along the sidelines,
Finding people who shares the same mind.

We haven't even met each other in person, but I hope it'll work out fine in a few days!

#truth #real #goal #travel #commitment #similarities #sidelines

Feliz G Feb 2017

Untitled

With one look he gives me,
Everything falls apart.
Why can't we just rewind this...
All the way back from the start....?

Really, really complicated

#beginning #restart #onelook

Feliz G Feb 2017

Ocean

I sit by the ocean,
The swaying, endless water.
It used to be so nice here,
But it don't know why I even bother.

I think to jump into it,
People telling me not to give in.
But to me, my perspective,
This is where it all begins.

I'm not at all ready.

#ocean #perspective #beginning #support

Feliz G Feb 2017

Never

If I had never met you,
Would've everything been okay?

==《~》==

If I never sent you that note,
Would I have never felt that way?

==《~》==

Maybe it's for the very best
If we never met each other.

==《~》==

I know this is really stupid,
And I'm sorry I'm a bother.

==《~》==

Maybe this would've gone better,
If I never wrote that letter.

"Who even asks someone if they're okay when they're clearly crying?!"
"You nearly told him to "*******" when he asked!"
"Shut up, Elise!"
......
.... I'm talking to myself again....

#stupid #letter #note #better #worse #introduction

Feliz G Feb 2017

Indirect Reply

I look in your direction,
And I catch you making eye contact.
I immediately turn away,
Embarrassed in thinking 'bout it.

==《 ¿ 》==

At least I let you know.
Now it's time to move on.
If you'll return,
then I know it wasn't in vain.

I-I mean... it's alright... I'm glad I was noticed... r-really glad!

.... Thank you, sir! ♡

#school #letter #teacher #reply #rehearsal